@dri3nn3's world..In A Journey Called Life...

4 Seasons Of Life

2009-12-15T00:03:00.001+08:00

A Lil Article to ponder over:

There was a man who had four sons. He wanted His sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he send them each on a quest, in turn, to go & look at a pear tree tat was a great distance away.

The 1st son went in the winter , the second in the spring, the third in summer & the youngest son in the fall

The first son said tat the tree was ugly, bent & twisted. The second son said no it was covered with green buds & full of promise.

The third son disagreed, He said it was laden with blossoms tat smells so sweet & looked so beautiful , it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen.

The last son disagreed with all of them, he said it was ripe & dooping with fruits, full of life & fulfillment.

so, who do u tink had the most correct answer?if u wan to knw, stay tune for the next post. in the meantime, ponder ovr ur answer...

Plain Laziness=)

2009-11-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

Gosh...its been a while since i updated anything..hahahahha..well, im jus being plain lazy & dont hv much of a mood to update...lots of things happen but jus wait till the mood hits me again!

stay tune readers!cheers!

Life after Graduation

2009-07-24T14:24:00.002+08:00

helo bloggies!,

sorry its been a while since i last updated my blog..as i dont hv much to say here & as well as in tis case, procrastination!..hahahaha...nwey, been busy since i came back to my lovely hometown malacca...

im sure most of u muz b wondering wat am i busy wit..well, im been taking tis advantage of being jobless for now to brush up my driving skills...i had my license since 3 years ago but it was nt used at all till now..

the reason i tell tis particular story is wan to let u knw abt hw good my God is to me...the reason i didnt drive 3 years ago nt onli becos didnt hv enuf car but i hv develope a phobia of driving ovr the time...it is very hard to ovrcome certain phobia once it is inside u, but in God there is freedom rite?

so nwey, my uncle blessed me wit a car after i graduated..as u can c, its kinda rite timing as i somehow need to drive wen i start work rite?so i prayed hard to God..real hard..tis is another proof tat prayer works...even as im behind the wheel, i talk to Him & ask Him to guide me..& guess wat, the fear is instantly gone & now i can at least drive ard...but still got room for improvement...it doesnt matter as long as i knw tat i need Him to help me out, im jus gonna b fine!

Hillsong - From the Inside Out

2009-06-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

Hillsong - From the Inside Out

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
my heart and my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Chorus 2x
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out

As Promised - answer to post Desperate Help Needed

2009-05-27T00:37:00.003+08:00

Adorable isint it? try looking at the picture below n imagine it is ur own dog in tat pic....

About 300 stray dogs were rounded up by Pulau Ketam residents and deported to an isolated island to fend for themselves.

Over half of them are already dead and the remaining ones may not live long. A rescue mission is being mounted and your help is needed. Please read the full story here.

The residents of Pulau Ketam sent some 300 stray dogs to exile on a remote island where the harsh conditions almost certainly guarantee a horrible death. Of the 300 dogs sent there, more than three-quarters are presumed to be already dead. I traveled to the island with Sabrina Yeap of Furry Friends Farm and managed to save only one dog on this reconnaissance trip.

We did see several other starving and dying dogs along the mangrove shore. I am mounting an urgent rescue mission to capture and transport the remaining survivors back to Sabrina's Furry Friends Farm animal shelter.

But time is running out and there might be only skeletons and carcasses left to collect on our next trip. Boat hire is expensive there. It is a tourist area and it has already cost me a few hundred ringgit for boat hire alone, so far. The rescued dogs cannot be transported on the regular ferries.

Almost nobody will lift a finger to help without a fee. This is understandable. The locals are already shaking their heads in disbelief that there are outsiders who want to save the animals they so casually discarded.

Instead of pointing fingers and antagonising them, we need their co-operation to help save the unfortunate creatures. In the process, we also hope to educate the islanders on better treatment of animals. It would be an impossible mission if we didn't win their hearts.

If you are unable to help directly, please help by forwarding this appeal to other compassionate folks who you feel might be able to make some monetary contributions.

Apart from boat hire, we need money to buy cages, to pay people to help catch them, to hire land transport to send the rescued animals to veterinary clinics, pay for vet fees, send the recovered ones to the shelter and to feed and house them for life. I can go on!

To contribute or help, e-mail TV Smith at tvsmith@mycen.com.my or Sabrina Yeap at yeapwen@yahoo.com

Fellow bloggers, you can also help by embedding the appeal poster above to your blog and linking to http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue

We are aware it is a monumental task and appreciate all forms of support, assistance, suggestions, encouragement and your prayers.

Thank you and don't forget to view the pictures of the dogs in order to appreciate their plight.

TV Smith

Graduated

2009-05-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

I have graduated!!!wow...finally...yes ppl, u heard me, I HAVE GRADUATED!..after 3 years...time really flies..it feels like jus ystd i jus spread my wings out of my fam to cum up to kl for my 1st sem..

man, time really flies...its really amazing tat He has seen me thru faithfully in completing my studies...its tough, really, as every sem is a challenge..but in goin thru it i really learn to rely on Him alone....it is by His strength n wisdom tat sees me thru every single exams ( knwing tat im a kinda last min studying student)..its really jus amazing...all glory goes to Him alone! i cant thank Him enuf..there is jus no words tat cud express my gratitude to Him....

i owe my sucess to amazing ppl in my life whom have nvr failed to support me wit their loves & encouragement...their faith in me even wen i lose tat faith in myself...pushing me ahead when i really felt like throwing the towel in...it is so amazing hw much ppl have an impact in ur life...thank u so much!!..u knw who u r!!...i cant thank u enuf for all tat u have done!!each of u have a special place in my heart....

now as im embarking in a working life soon, its all a new phase to me n being a person whom x like changes, well, its gonna b hard, but hey, who say things in life is easy?..if they r, then we wont be needing Him nor relying on Him rite?!..n tat is one dangerous thing to do..trust me, been there, done tat, x wan to repeat it...so nwey, tho im uncertain abt lots of things, i learn to trust in Him alone as He has a perfect plan for me! (Heb 4:11)

desperate help needed

2009-05-15T23:09:00.001+08:00

cant blog much but jus can say tat desperate help needed..pls c tis link for further details...thanks alot...

http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue/

will update more wen gt the time...

Marley & Me

2009-03-07T14:41:00.004+08:00

Went to watch tis movie wit Yuen Yi & Mary last nite at DP, mlc...been wanting to watch tis movie & been waiting for its release in mlc..so finally gt a chance yesterday & i have to say, no regrets of watching it..

overall it is a good family movie to watch..i wud give it 8 out of 10...by watching tis movie, one will realized hw much a pet or in tis case, a dog can bring so much to one's life...tho it mite bring a lil havoc ( in tis movie, tat is an understatement)..but it aso beings some good lessons to be learn by we human..

it amazed me tat this wonderful God's creation cud bring so much joy & teaching us patiently abt lessons tat sumtimes we human find it hard to learn..as i watch this show progress, im reminded on hw much my own dogs taught me lots of things..one main thing, FORGIVENESS..

sumtimes, dont u ever wish tat u cud hate tat person who had wronged u?.it wud make life much easier than trying to forgive the person rite?.but then, do u realized tat no matter hw u treated ur pets, especially ur dogs, they will still forgive u?..if they, non human creature can forgive, wat give us human an excuse to forgive?..i alwiz remember, even after disciplining my dogs, they will alwiz fill wit joy wen they c me & jus forget wat had happen...

oh, if onli human r like tis, then the world is a much better place..but it is easier to sed than done rite?nwey, tis show had a sad but good ending..mind u gals, its a touching story too..in the cinema, at least half of the viewers cried or sniffing in the cinema..dont say i didnt warn u readers...& i have to say, a big thumbs up for the labrador who acts in this movie!

Back home

2009-03-04T15:04:00.002+08:00

Back home..the word sound so relaxing & nice...

i have been back home for the past few days..yes i knw tis post is suppose to cum up at least the 1st two days of my hol but been caught up with loads of activities...

but overall, im glad im home..tho things may nt alwiz go my way, but there is a positive side of everything..like the saying, a coin have two sides...

i have been at home for my mid sem break of 1 week..since its my final sem, i dont reallt consider it a hol as i need to bring back my work to catch things up...*sob, sob*..but then again, its good to be able to spend time & play wit my beloved dogs..they r a good stress reliever terapist!aso, food in mlc!..wow, 2nd to penang, mlc food is jus marvelous!..after eating malay food for almost everyday, its good to have a change of food, eg :BAB - I ( my lec invented tis word for pig)..

holiday is aso the time for me to let loose & eat watever i wan witout worrying of getting fat as i knw by the time im back in kl, all the unwanted fats will go off..lol..

22

2009-01-31T21:02:00.005+08:00

I knw this is kind of late & lots of other blogs r having lots of updates..so nwey, here is the post abt my bday celebration:

well, guess wat, im officially 22! no longer 21 n there gone 1 year of my 21...its true wen one says tat u onli can b a age for a year onli...so make it worth while every minute! also, like it o not, tho i may resent it alot, i have alreadi reach this age..time waits for no man..as i reach tis age, i do wonder if i really had make full used of the year of my 21... nwey, i had a great time n tis year, so happen my special day falls on d 2nd day of cny...talk abt double blessing...also, it was so special tat it was declare a nation wide holiday!..nwey, i will post pics to tell more..

This is taken during my cousin's + bro's plan bday celebration..it is done on my actual day..( 27-01-09)

This is taken during my suprise pre-early celebration on the 21-1-09..at my room hostel by my wonderful frens:I

HOPE

2009-01-18T01:27:00.001+08:00

Hope...is the opposite of despair.

Hope...is the opposite of discouragement.

Hope...is the opposite of impossible.

Hope...is a life raft to a person drowning

Hope...is oxygen to a person struggling forbreathe.

Hope...is the sight of a parent to a child that islost.

Hope...is the appeal process for theman on death row.

Hope...is chemotherapy and radiationfor the cancer patient.

Hope...is dialysis for the person with kidney failure.

Hope...is insulin for the person with diabetes.

Hope...is a wheelchair for those that are paralyzed.

Hope...is heart surgery for the personwith heart damage.

Hope...is antiepileptic drugs for the personwith seizures.

Hope...is brain surgery for the personwith a brain tumor.

Hope...is a shunt for the person that ishydrocephalic.

Hope...is public transportation forthose that can not drive.

Hope...is food for those that are poverty stricken.

Hope...is peace for those that live in war zones.

Hope...is the twelve step program for the alcoholic.

Hope...is a letter from family for the soldier away from home.

Hope...is a friend that loves and cares unconditionally.

Hope...is a dry place to sleep forthe homeless.

Hope...is a ray of sunshine, after a devastating storm.

Hope...is not a gift, it cannot be given.

Hope...is not tangible, it cannot be stolen.

Hope...cannot be bought for any amount of money.

Hope...is the desire to overcome the odds.

Hope...is the desire to fight back.

Hope...is belief in yourself, above all others.

Hope...comes from within the heart and soul.

Hope...is striving to be as successful as possible.

Hope...is accepting limitations.

Hope...is forgiveness.

Hope...is going forward, even when it hurts

Hope...is what carries us, when we are too tired to go on.

Hope...is to desire with some confidence offulfillment.

Hope...is to persist in hoping against allodds.

Hope...is the expectation that thingswill indeed get better.

Hope...is magic in an otherwise harsh world!

Everyday Spirituality

2009-01-17T18:50:00.000+08:00

Life ‘Under the Sun’
Can I really not go through a day without Him? I mean do we really need Him to get us to the lecture hall every morning or while having our meals? Do we really need Him in every exam, quiz or presentation? Or to be honest only for the killer lecturer we pray extra hard for God’s favor? Is God’s presence really so significant day in and day out in my life?

What about your inner life? Do you ever sense the chilly loneliness and the unnamed fears engulfing you on a rainy day, as if the world has deserted and forgotten you? Or the experience of extreme boredom chewing you up on a hot afternoon when no one is around except a fierce swinging fan? This is my experience at times! Sometimes when I open my eyes in the morning, the only desire that I have is the desire not to get out of bed. I will be like a slimy worm wriggling about in bed wondering what this day is for. Facing procrastinated chores or people who I do not feel like facing? What’s so exciting about being alive? Where is the abundant life that Christ promised? Oh my, isn’t the purpose of life the most unique candy promised by the Christian faith? What has gone wrong?

The Life of Faith & Joy
Whenever I come to my senses, I feel it has been weeks of ignoring the goodness and presence of God in my daily living; When I look back at the less than edifying choices that I made or words that I said, I realize my God was pushed aside and I have not consulted Him nor wanted to hear from Him. I did not seek the Holy Spirit and was rewarded with powerlessness in my service unto Him.

Back to inner life. What could turn around the mood of the day for me? Hmmm it can be relatively simple. Sometimes it is the fresh air that I breathe early morning or a peep at a cute animal. It could be a song or rainbow. It could be the liveliness at the playground or a chat with friend. Oh there are many. When I stumble on to these things in consciousness, I thank God for life, for His glorious wisdom in His creation. He has bestowed so many resources for us to tap into, to feast on and to celebrate.

Ever read Ecclesiastes? What’s your first impression? Meaningless, meaningless, everything is meaningless… so blue! Exactly! Have you felt that this book is at odds with the teaching of the bible? I felt that way until I came across the meaning of ‘under the sun’ in it. Apparently it means a place where God is not present. Michael Eaton says, ‘Ecclesiastes is an exploration of the barrenness of life without a practical faith in God. Intermingled with its pessimism are invitations to a different outlook altogether, in which joy and purpose are found when God is seen to be ‘there’ and to be characterized supremely by generosity’.
Indeed, it is a choice of ours to live ‘under the sun’ or ‘above it’ where God is actively present.

Everyday spirituality starts with acknowledging the presence and goodness of God. It continues on with answering the question how much He has a say in my doing, living, being… We may not feel Christ fill our mind every waking minute but if we consciously acknowledge His presence and Lordship, we will not lose Him on life’s fast lane.

Winston Churchill said, “Men occasionally stumble over the truth, but most of them pick themselves up and hurry off as if nothing had happened.” I pray that if this reflection has any truth for you, you would take a ‘selah’ moment to look at it and re-orientate your life as it so warrants.

Time passes by....

2009-01-03T03:38:00.003+08:00

I knw u readers out there might b wondering why is my blog stagnant for such a long time...well, beside being really busy, i havent been having internet access at home or even at college to enable to to update anything...

but tho my blog seems stagnant, my life havent been a quiet one..day by day passes so quickly n without realizing it, i have cum to d end of year 2008 n enter to a brand new year of 2009...

a new year to go thru, a past year to ponder...was jus talking to my bro abt life fufilling year...life have been monotanous n every year passes jus like tat n at d end of d year, at times i dont feel like i have acomplished a full filling year..n d year tat passes r no different from the previous years...

Bro sed tat ppl will nvr b satisfied...money cant gurantee happiness for long...it mite provide u happiness but tat happiness will onli last for a moment..

i shall leave with this question: what is d 1 thing tat human can find to full fill their live?...i wish i knew d answer...

updates

2008-10-28T13:33:00.002+08:00

i knw my blog is stagnant again for a while but cant seems to find time to update it..

will do so wen i can squeeze time from my ever busy shedule!..till then, soree readers!

Still

2008-09-15T13:23:00.004+08:00

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me within your mighty hand

Chorus:
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

This song personally speak to me every time i heard it..it alwiz cums on d rite timing n constantly reminding me to be still n knw He is in control of everything though it looks like a storm out there..God, help me to put my whole trust in You alone, Amen

Revived

2008-09-13T20:24:00.001+08:00

My blog have been stagnant for a while now but my life hasn’t been a quiet one. Lots of things have happen in d spent of a few month of d absence of my update. Some I wish I cud jus throw it away, some I really cherished it till d end. Even though they might look small but those small things tat really matters to me.

Lately, I take a look on my life, to d stage where I am now, I realized I came a long way. I aso realized tat I can’t govern my life as I want to becos this life doesn’t belong to me. At times, I still have my old habit which frustrates me a lot becos I cant seems to shake it off no matter wat I do. Sumtimes, I cant even connect to my inner feelings, I cant describe to d ppl I care on how I am really feeling. I knw it frustrates them as much as it frustrate me. Even up to now, I cant really understand myself, on why I feel this way wen I shudnt be at all. Its all so weird. It is as if my heart n my mind doesn’t belong to me n tat they have their mind of their own. But on contrary, I aso knw tat I have changed from wat I was last time & now. And I really thank God for tat.

Incident tat took place in my life mainly relationship, doubts, questions n more questions, anger, frustration n lots of tears, it all happen for a reason. Though its hard for me to trust The One Above, but I knw tat He allow this to happen for a reason. But I cant help to wonder how many hurts I have to go thru before I really done His will in my life. The journey looks long , hard n lonely. There r lots of things tat happen that doesn’t make sense to me. Nevertheless, He never fail to send help along the way wen the going gets tough. Those help comes in d form of angel in human, in another words great , understanding friends. They r the one who play the biggest part in forming me to wat I am now. I am entirely grateful for each n every angel He has send to me. Those precious lives not only touched mine but lots of other lives as they r His willing vessel to spread His wonderful love!

Blame

2008-07-26T15:09:00.002+08:00

Y is it wen things doesnt go ur way, i was d one to be blame?

is everything wrong in this world is my fault? all this year of blame, i still cant shake it off..at time it still bugs me....

God, help me...im helpless without u....

can i stay blameless before You wen the time cums?

Penang Trip (20 - 25 June 2008)

2008-07-12T00:51:00.001+08:00

this post was supposed to be up sum time ago but due to d business of life, i didnt have d chance to post this up..its basically abt my 5 days trip up to penang in june which becum a meaningful trip for me..

as u can see from d date above, i finally manage to leave my footprint in penang!haha..but like i say, it was a good trip..my bro act as a "gud tour guide" ard penang by bringing me ard shopping complexs! humph..as if malacca is so short of shopping complexs...but still, i appreciate his effort..hey, hw many brother who wud take leave just to bring their sister ard penang?

nwey, beside d shopping complex, penang really live up to its name of being food heaven! for those food lover out there, namely Johnathan Teoh, they shud make a trip up to penang...d food, wow, its realy lovely...the seafood in Tambun is worth trying..not to mention tat the price is reasonable too! even its has been few months after my trip, my mouth still waters on d mention of d seafood!=).

i aso had a chance to attend my bro's church in penang, Excel Point church..yeah, i knw, the name will struck u as a tution centre but the service is good!the members r real frenly n i got the chance to be introduce to my bro's CG..they r bunch of wonderful ppl! over all, it has been a great trip up...though i might nt explore penang thoughly, but the time i gt to spend with my bro is priceless! Thank You God for tis opportunity!

My Job Scope

2008-07-12T00:20:00.002+08:00

This post is birthed due to d request of Anna Teoh =).. its abt sum details abt my job as a pharmacy assistant..wat basically i do & wat is my job like..it is aso for d curious ppl out there...

well, as d word assistant is there, so yeah, i am an assistant to d pharmacist..the pharmacist basically knw technically abt the medication but d assistants basically knw more abt hw d drugs works in ur body..in other word, d practical side of d medication...then in small clinics, we r the one who does d filling based on d prescriptions tat is given & we r the one who explain to d patients too...aso, we r the one who d docs call for enquiry abt any medication..

in general hospital,we basically calculate d dose & quantity of each medication before supplying them n d pharmacist is d one who does d explaining..in here aso, we r responsible to to prepack medication into sum quantities tat is fix..in making creams for dermatological uses, we r d responsible one to mix all the important ingredients to make a smooth & effective cream..

as for IV drips, our job is to mix everything in d drip bag thru a special way to reduce contamination from happening..then, at times, doctors will request for blood samples to be tested for certain drugs tat is given to check d level of drug in d patient's blood..aso this test is used in poisoning cases to ensure d best level of antidote to give...

as for in-patient, my job is to fill up d empty boxes & prescriptions tat is send to d ward supply department for filling...i have to record down d details of medications tat is given in d patient's record & fill up wat is needed..d wards will aso sumtimes order sum top up medication to place in wards..so yeah, my job again...

so yeah, tis is jus basically my job scope..jus to summarized it, im dealing wif medication every single day & moment of my job..lol..so hope u enjoy reading it anna! n hope u wont b curious abt my job anymore!=)

Fear

2008-07-09T19:29:00.003+08:00

FEAR!

jus 4 letters but yet play a big part in my life..jus a feeling but yet at times can jus paralysed me..yes, im guilty at times for being a slave to fear...this feeling is d onli feeling tat can make me feel helpless & i cant do anything to prevent it...

but lately, i have face sum fears in sum areas of my life..im far from perfect & im still working on it but im still proud tat i manage to sort of overcum it..2 of my great fear is driving & aso to do a core part of my current job, explaining intructions to patients concerning each medication, in other word, dispensing..

yes, i knw sooner or later i need to do it but i havent been having d courage to step up & dispense to any patient...but one fine day, i was pushed to dispense to patient..n guess wat, i did it! nt onli i did it but it was good! n aso nt as scary as i tot...so yeah, thank god with His help i cud overcum one of my fear & perfom better in my work!

on d same day, my fren asked me to accompany her to a bank in Sin Hoe garden..then while she did her business in d bank, i was waiting in d car..suddenly a tot & prompting came to me to ask her to allow me to drive her car back to d klinik..well, at first i argued with myself as my own fam's car i dont really drive, wat more its my fren's car..beside, i havent even driven out of my taman & i had my license for like 2 years...sad rite?..

nwey, d urge was so strong tat wen my fren came into d car, i jus blurted out tat i wan to drive her car..oh, did i forget to mention tat my license was nt wif me at d time?..lol..but nwey, she was so kind enuf to allow me to n I DROVE from SIN HOE TO PERINGGIT! for those who r malaccan, u will knw hw far is d distant,its nt tat far but for a first time driver driving out in d main road, i did pretty well..there were few flaws ard, but i manage to drive us safely back!..isint God Good!..i wont b able to do it wifout Him...i wudnt b able to overcum my phobia of driving..

I really thank God for d strenght He gave me...i havent entirely overcum my fears but i believe as i continue to trust Him, i knw He will help me through..for now, im proud of myself!..=)

bernice & eunice Jesudasan 21st celebration

2008-06-23T01:46:00.006+08:00

on d 14th June 2008, the twins,(Bernice & Eunice Jesudasan) who r very dear to me, had their 21st bday celebration in izzi cafe, bukit bintang, KL n i was graciously being invited! we had a great time catching up since the last time we meet was ages ago! we stayed up till 6am jus talking..so nwey, here r sum of d pics, i ll let the pics do d talking n let u enjoy d videos...bt bear in mind, d pics & videos r abit blur due to "canggihfied" camera..=)..more nice pics will be posted once i get them, for d meantime, this will do...enjoy!=)

the pics:-

this is taken during their performance tat night..talented gals!

this is d bufday gals!stars of the night!(l-r):Eunice & Bernice

this a a pic tat is taken looooooooong time ago..back wen we were babies & yes, im one of d babies there!

The Twins! My dearest frens which i can never replace! Bernice & Eunice Jesudasan..thanks for being such a blessing!luv u both!

the videos:-

the twins performs Leona Lewis' s song "Footprints in the sand"

the traditional bufday song sang for the twins

the pics of the twins...

mashed potatoes vs butter

2008-06-23T01:25:00.003+08:00

Can u spot the different of this two things under a "romantic" yellow light?..well, i have tried tat in a fren's bday party n failed badly...here is d story:

on d 14 june 2008, i was invited for a 21st bday party by a dearest fren of mine whom i didnt c for ages! they r twins n their names r Bernice Jesudasan & Eunice Jesudasan. so nwey, they had it in izzi cafe at bukit bintang...after having a wonderful service & all, the dinner begans...

so we (thats me & a few new found frens), the hungry bunch, headed stret to the food..btw,its a buffet itallian foods..so yeah, the first thing we saw was a yellowish like food in a small bowl..seriously, under the pale, yellow light, it looks like mashed potatoes...so we grab a spoonful each n happily put it on our plates..then we moved on to the next dish..lil did we realized tat there was breads near the "mashed potatoes"..we did notice it but it didnt ring any bell to us...

happily, wif our plate full of lovely food, we sat down n began to dig in...my fren, Santuary, started wif a large helping of her "mashed potatoes"..yeah, smart choice...the moment she puts it into her mouth, her face changed & she started to gag! me sitting by her, got panicked n ask her wat happen...but of course, she cudnt answer!puzzled, i waited for her to washed down wif sum ice lemon tea & look expectedly at her...

before tat, i tasted abit of my own "mashed potatoes" & i find it tasted abit odd, more like a chessy taste..but i was tinking tat mayb there might be a lil more cheese in it..lil did i knw tat actually, wat we took in LARGE portion was actually BUTTER! u shud c the look on Santuary's face wen she pop in d large portion of it n realized wat it is! lol...i shud have taken a pic of it...

wen we learn our mistake, we laugh abt it & pieces it together...now we knw y the breads was there..it was there for a purpose.....lol...wat a fond memory tat will last for a lifetime!

3rd Year

2008-06-23T01:08:00.002+08:00

Hmm...lots of things have been happening lately..either good or bad...well, one thing for sure on wats goin to happen is: Im goin to be a 3rd & final year student!!

All this is becos by the grace of God, i passed all my exams for sem 4! wouldnt have been able to do it wifout His help...for those who knws me, they will understand hw stress i was for d first time during this sem exam periods...

the insomnias, the tension periods, pulling hair sessions, yes, all tat negative feelings, is all gone nw! but i realized sumting tat God has never once fail to prove He is faithful to c me thru this far...

Jus a glimpse on God's overwhelming goodness in my life:

~ Sem 1 - He has seen me thru my first final exams after not taking it for like 1 & 1/2 years

~ Sem 2 - I had sum bad incidents happening during my near arriving final exams..those who r wif me together will knw wat im talking abt...but yet, i manage nt onli to pass but exceed beyond my expectations!

~ Sem 3 - tot will be free from problems & it will b a problem free sem..but i was wrong..mum was dignosed wif tumour in her brain n surgery is scheduled few days be4 my finals...but God is faithful, He arranged everything from d beganning till my results r out...

~ Sem 4 - for the first time, i freak out abt sitting my exams this time...really tension to d max for sum unknown reason..but studied as much as i cud & prayed hard...again, God nt onli blessed me by my passing but gave me way beyond wat i expected...even my lecs r surprised! Praise God!

so nw i knw..He was there carrying me thru it all...as for the remaining sem (2 more sem to go), im jus goin to continue to put my whole trust & future to His Hand!

"The Lord Is My Shepard, I shall Not Be In Want. He makes me lies in green pastures" Ps 23

Dont Worry

2008-06-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

“You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in You , whose thoughts r fixed on You. Trust in the Lord always , for the Lord God is the eternal rock” Isaiah 26: 3-4

“Therefore do not be worry and anxious” Matt 6:31

“For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love n of self-discipline” 2 Tim 1: 7

These verses speak abt trusting God with my life. This verses was given to me at one of d lowest point of my life. It really encourages me n constantly reminding me tat He is faithful to lead me by hand thru every path I take.

Time and again, God is faithful to remind me tat He will not leave me nor forsake me. No matter how tough life cans b, He is there to c me thru. He is faithful to bring to completion the work He has began in me. As long as I am in d will of God, I know He is with me. That is my constant prayer tat I will not be out of d will of God n I don’t build a wrong foundation in Him. Tat my foundation will be strong, tat nothing can shaken me in Him. For He is my Father In Heaven who loves me very much n wans d best for me. Like an earthly father cares for his children, so will God my father cares for me.

Every single decision I make, let it be from d guidance of His spirit. Though the future may look uncertain but I continue to put my trust n life into His hand. He will guide me step by step. He has seen to every of my needs, so why shud I worry?

Every time I felt im worrying abt sumting, I have to constantly remind myself tat God is handling it n its nt my problem, but His. And there is no Problem to BIG for Him. There r many verses in d bible tat speaks abt trusting God. So I continue to put my trust in Him!

Thanks to those who send this verses to encourage me! I really appreciate it a lot!

Prayer does work!

2008-06-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

Sumone once sed to me this words:

“Prayer is a free outgoing call to heaven , No battery power, No charging , No network problem , no simcard. Always good signal & endless talktime”

its true..last time if u sed this words to me n tell me tat prayer works, I wud have scoff at you becos to me, prayer don’t always work. But its not tat it doesn’t work, but at times actually we r the wan who jus cant accept the answer “wait”.

But lately, as I was seeking sum things desperately n I was at the end of my rope, I decided to try d last option tat is praying. I told God, well, if prayer works, prove it to me. Truly, I thank God for answering my simple prayer n proves to me really tat prayer is indeed powerful. Once, there is a pastor who sed tat the real congregation of a church is d ppl who attend a prayer meeting continuously. Not tat I mean not goin to prayer meet means tat u r nt a church member, becos I myself don’t really attend too. But is jus d point tat prayer really does work.
Here is sum proofs tat prayer does work in my life though at times its not the way I wanted it to turn out but I do knw He knws wat is best for me:

~ God granted me a desire of my heart although it was so long time ago n I gave up praying abt it. Infact, I even forgotten abt it but yet He gave it to me when I least expected it. God loves to work in surprises. =)

~ He has faithfully c me thru all my final exams for 3 semesters now n I believe tat He will continue to c me thru my remaining semesters. The miracle is tat I don’t keep my prayer life in check but yet He answers my prayers although I onli seek Him wen exams r really near. =P..yet He is still faithful!

~ There is one time wen I had to rush to send my frens off at d airport in sem 4 n since our public transports in KL is so “reliable”, I had to get to d airport latest by 9.45 am n I onli got into d bus from KL sentral at 9 am. It seems impossible to get there in time but along d way, I jus prayed n believe. I told God tat nothing is impossible for Him n ask Him to supernaturally help me to arrive at d airport latest by 9.45am. He not onli get me there in time, at 9.45 am sharp, d bus came to a stop right in front of d airport door! How amazing is tat! The best part is, I didn’t even make a proper prayer but jus sed tat “God, pls help me to get there latest by 9.45. I knw all things r possible wif You. Thank You Father”

This are jus a few incidents tat prove to me no matter where I am, God always heard d faintest cry of my heart. He is faithful to meet d needs of His children. Im still continue to believe tat He will answer a prayer. Indeed He has brought me to a higher lever of faith in Him! Thanks Dad! Thanks for those who had prayed for my life & God have answered their prayer! C, another proof! =)

Awesome church!

2008-05-08T09:13:00.005+08:00

i have once type this post out but in d end didnt post it out...so i shall do it now...this post is dedicated to one of d best church i have ever been.....i have been introduced to this church by a wonderful sister of mine, Audrey Tan!..thanks a bunch, drey!

well, i aso do believed tat its nt by coincident tat i came to this church precisely on tat moment...previously, during my 1 & 2 sem, i was attending a church in sg buluh ( i shall nt mention names here=))...but i find tat i cant really grow in tat church due to sum reasons...but i stick on till my 2nd sem..then middle of my 3rd sem, i decided to stop goin to this church n decided to take a break before i find another suitable church n prayed to God for a better church ( as my place very ulu wan, there r nt much english churches there)...how many knw tat there is no such thing as taking a break from church?...well, i have learned tat lesson well..

so nwey, we shall nt got to there yet...so wat happened was Audrey's siblings came down n i spend a weekend wif them at her place..tats where i gt introduced to Harvest Generation Church, Subang Jaya

and to tell u the truth, the very first time i step in, i feel so welcome n at ease...its jus amazing...the church service is great n the message tat is preached is really good...not to mention d church leaders which really encourage u wif their enthusiasm in serving Him..serious, im so amazed becos some of d leaders r even younger than me n yet they can do alot for Him! how awesome is tat?!...so i knew at tat point tat this is d church tat im looking for...n to tell u d truth, i have nt once regretted it although its really a distant from my place, but it is worth it!

so here r some of d pics tat i have taken during my time there:-

this is d church tat im talking abt!this pic is taken during my very first
service there..its a BBQ nite

this is some of the church leaders tat is responsible in d birth of this
church: (l-r): calvin, audrey,daphne,Ps Ryan, ern suey, brenda &
raymond

this is Ps Ryan( the pastor of the church) & his fiancee,
Brenda..they r getting married in this August 30th!

this is one of my fav pic: anointing of the leaders!

a lil side track: two beautiful drum sets in d church!i like it!

this is calvin tay in action..leading the congregration in a wonderful
worship service!

this r some of d great gals tat i have privillage to knw as a fren!
(l-r):caroline, daphne, brenda & sharlyn

ern suey in action, giving her praises to the One above! it really
blessed my heart to c this!
this is lil Ryan Cheah, Chris Cheah's son...so cute!this pic is taken
during our very first church camp in Peaceheaven, Genting!

this is baby Kate-lynn, chris's daughter with Sharlyn

this is lil shaun foo, Ps Ryan's nephew...

this is cheryl tan, Audrey's lil sis...beautiful right she?

this pic is another of my favourite: this is 3 of my great sisters who play
a part in who i am today!thanks a bunch guys!luv u all! (l-r): ern suey,
ai jun & audrey

this is daphne & caroline: two wonderful sisters in christ!love u
both!

another random pic: caroline & ai jun with andrew (audrey's lil
bro) in d background

overall, i nvr regret of being a part of this church n i thank God for blessing me wif such a wonderful loving church!im sure goin to miss this church once i completed my studies...=(

lil things..

2008-05-08T08:49:00.002+08:00

sumtimes life can get really busy n we tend to forget to Thank God for the lil things tat happen in life...we aso tend to take for granted those things n we only start to miss them wen they r gone..that is human nature...u learn to appreciate things only wen they r no longer there...

so i wan to take this opportunity to thank God for the lil things i take for granted all this while...

~ lil blessing from my frens when i really least expected..jus d care n love that is shown where at times i really frustrated them...yet they still loves me!=)

~ my bufday treats n celebrations tat i have..its a memorable wan...

~ God has taken care of me although at times i x feel it at all..d numbers of times of close accidents...=)

~ God have place me in a wonderful church back in my hometown for me to grow n He has aso granted me a most happening church in subang too!

~He has blessed me with wonderful frens who really shows tat there is one in a million frens (in my case) in this dark world...

~He has taught me hw to love n trust in my frens again n learn to allow myself to be taken care of...in another word, broken down my "very high" pride...

~He has seen me thru many of my trials wen i really felt i cant go on..He taught me to lean on Him instead of myself...again, d pride issues...=)

~He has blessed me with a wonderful fam in Harvest Gen who drove all d way jus to pick me up for church n aso for jus being there....

~ He has given me wat i have prayed for so long until i forgotten abt it...

~He has provided all my needs (big o small) thru my growing years...He has proven time & again tat He is faithful & He cares...

~He blessed me with really great frens tat i have grown close too tat they r like sisters to me....

~ He nvr ever gave up on me..nt once although i have given up on Him more than once...

~He has loved me with His everlasting love although its kinda hard for me to grasp tat fact....

~He send His only son, Jesus jus to die for me & the fallen world...

i can go on n on on how much He has blessed me...but i cant remember all of tat as it is so much!..but this i knw, He does love me despite for my failures & my imperfections....for tat:

Thank You Lord! Thank You for every blessing i gt from u although at times i knw i x deserve it at all...

Harvest Generation Very 1st church camp '08

2008-05-05T10:52:00.005+08:00

church camps...dont u jus love this word?..camps r great n it does get better when it is a church camp! and to top it up, its Harvest Generation 1st church camp n i was a part of it!!=)

it been really long since i last wen to a church camp...but thank God i did have a opportunity to go for one recently n i nvr regretted my decision to go..indeed God has planned everything out when u least expected...

well, the camp im talking abt is together wif my church back in subang, Harvest Generation Church...last weekend (2-4 may), they had their first church camp at Peacehaven, Genting..,i have been to tat place for 2 times wif my hometown church but its not the place tat matters but it is d very purpose of d camp...

i have cum to this camp nt expecting much as i had a rough week before the camp...so the feeling of enjoying the camp flew out of d window but nvrtheless i choose to go as i have alreadi sign up n i really needed a break...i guess is really God' s will for me to be there....so as tired as i feel, i still went for the camp...

how timely it is for the message tat is preached is sumting tat i really needed at tat time...Ps Ryan preached about the potential tat God has place in us n the theme of the camp is Building Characters, Impacting Lifes

this msg is so timely as i really felt so dry n numb. n all those mix feeling tat u cant really grasp n explained...after the night session we had on sat, i wen back to d dorm n really cried out to God..i nvr cried tat hard to Him as far as i can remember...at the same time,i nvr expected Him to answer me but i jus needed to let it out on how i feel..n God is so amazing...He does work in many ways to show tat He does listen to our faintest cry...time n again He has proved His faithfulness n His unfailing love although so many times i doubted it...

after the morning session d next day (sun), we had prayers as a cell group n we jus continue to seek God in His presence...suddenly, one of my cell member approached me n sed tat he had a word from the Lord for me...n wat he sed to me was jus amazing...it was d very exact word tat i needed to hear n God has told me what i needed to hear...i was amazed...isnt God jus wonderful?...when u really feel unloved, He alwiz show He cares....He shows tat He is walking beside me thru this journey although many times i dont feel Him ard me...but He is there...alwiz...

its jus so amazing...i did enjoy this camp n this camp has renewed me in Him..this camp has really gave me a new meaning...i really glad tat God has planned for me to cum for this camp as He has a plan n purpose for me...n He will bring me thru this journey...im actually looking forward to c what He has for me!..what a surprise!even to me...=)

so, yeah, tat is hw my camp went abt...will post sum pics once i gt them...till then!

Thank U's...

2008-04-03T21:40:00.001+08:00

this is a long overdue thank u note tat i shud have written long time ago...its a post to thank wonderful ppl who God blessed me wif during my mum's sickness..all this happen abt 6 months ago...if u had read my blog, u wud have read a long written post abt mum's sickness & this is a continuation from it..=)

first of all,i better start my thank you note or else i wudnt finish it...i shall keep it short & sweet..*i hope*

*God, my wonderful Father In Heaven * - thanks for sending wonderful frens to help along the way..thanks for d strength to go thru it all..thanks for blessing me wif wonderful results too!thanks for looking into d smallest details as well as d major detail!..thanks for seeing mum thru d operation as well as all d details!love u so much DAD!

*Audrey Tan * - thanks for driving up & down all d way from KL & malacca. i knw its really tiring for u n yet u didnt complain at all & insisted summore..*paiseh*..u even make sure i had my proper meals...u even paid all d tol n yet refuses my insistence of paying u back...u r indeed one in a million fren & sister! i love u so much!

*Anna Teoh & Tan Sue Ern* - thanks for being such a wonderful blessing & a ever loving childhood frens of mine...u bothnvr fail to encourage me during those times..thanks for beliving in me & be my pillar of strenght wen i felt like giving up!ur emails & smses nvr fail to encourage me =)..thank God for ur life!thanks for being such a wonderful sisters in christ to me!u both r a great blessing & an angel send by GOD!

* Cheryl Tan* - thank u dear sis for ur concern for my fam although u r so far away in china..at times i jus wish u r right here back in mlc but yet u even u r in china, u still keeping in touch wif me..asking me hws things...im entirely grateful for tat..

*Tan Family (Audrey's fam)* - thanks so much for being such a great blessing to me from the start...im entirely grateful for every help, love & support tat is given to me..ur prayers & word of encouragement alwiz lift me up!..thank u so much!

* Cathy & Eunice* - thank God for ur life...u have indeed been a great blessing to me...in small & big ways...u alwiz so lighted up wen u c me wen im back in mlc n tat makes me feel great!keep shinning for HIM!Love U both!

* Carene*- my dear wonderful sister...though u r so far away in Australia, but yet, u still keep in touch wif me & still wanting to knw hw is things goin on wif me..i thank God for bringing u into my life as u have been a wonderful angel!

* CLA church members* - thanks for ur constant prayer & supports beside offering ur hand to help in many ways!ur help is greatly appreciated!

* Harvest Generation church members * - thanks for d constant concern, prayer & support though i jus onli join this wonderful church!indeed u guys have been a great blessing!Thank U!

* Rachel, Mary & Daryl* - thanks for standing by me all d way..u guys r d best & i love u all!muaks! ..u guys r the best skool frens tat i cud ever wish for!

* my wondeful relatives*- thanks for helping out in small & big ways...ur supports & care is much appreciated!

* CLA Young Adults Cell* - thanks for supporting me in prayer & coming to my aid once u guys heard this news...im entirely grateful to be a part of this great cell!

As for those i have missed out, pls forgive me...pls dont take it personally..i really do appreciate each & every1 of u tat came n help out..may God bless u as u have been a great blessing to me & my fam!

What Do U Tink?

2008-03-28T20:37:00.002+08:00

Jus a few months ago, i got a questionair from a fren which i find kind of interesting..so i decided to post it to sum of my other frens to c wat r their replies..wen i gt it, i was surprised at some of d replies..but nwey, i leave it to u guys to read & c weather u agree o nt...so here is their replies:-

anna the childhood fren:

okie here it is... my reply.. hehe...kinda sleepy so i reply kinda fast one ya.. bear in mind its just my personal opinion, i may not know u well enough to write the answer that is correct about u... ehehhe

God bless!! =)

1. Quiet Loud?
=>
erm.. Quiet is not the opposite of Loud lah.
you're not quiet, and not loud either. depends on situation lah.

2. Short Tall?
=>
short!! hahaha same as me =P

3. Weird Original:
=> just yourself

4. Nice Mean:
=> mostly nice to everyone & animals also =) *woof woof*

5. Friendly Selfish:
=> friendly (btw, friendly & selfish are not opposite words also!!)

6. Normal 'Special':
=>
normal, which is a good thing!
but special in God's sight.

7. Smart Stupid:
=> smart

8. Boring Fun:
=> not too extreme

9. Attractive Unattractive:
=> attractive & easily approachable

DO YOU THINK I'M...
1. A psycho?:

=> no la.. but if you need to see psychologist can consult me hehehhe

2. A nerd?:

=> no

3. Ghetto?:

=> no

4. Two-faced?: => every single person in this world has many faces, for different situations & places..

5. Obnoxious?:

=> no

6. Drug Addict?:

=> haha drug addict doctor? no way! ( Editor note: Im nt a doctor but a pharmacy asst)

7. Mature?:

=> quite, and courageous.

8. Moody?:

=> maybe, i dunno. dont see u often enough to be able to judge.

9. Alcoholic?

=> no, at least i think so

10. Lovable?: => "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only Son......"

JUST SOME RANDOM QUESTIONS
1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?:

=> strong woman in God (i like this answer - me again, the editor)

2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?: => ask God
(b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?: => ask God
3. When is my birthday?:

=> soon ;) i know, you know, we know. (note: it was in d month of january, incase sum of u r wondering)

4. What was your first impression of me?:

=> cant remember

5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?:

=> none

6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?:

=> no

7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?:

=> adrienne

8. Have u ever had a dream about me?: => don think so
what was it? => tell u already no bad dream loh...

9. If u could give me anything...what would it be?:

=> more doggies!! and cats too!

10. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?:

=> all the promises u ever need, God has already made to you ;P

11. If you could have anything that I have what would it be?:

=> your boldness in talking to new people?

Cathy the junior =)

Question 1

AM I??

1. Quiet Loud?
=> loud!!

2. Short Tall?
=> hehe short...

3. Weird Original:
=> original @.@

4. Nice Mean:
=> nice :)

5. Friendly Selfish:
=> friendly

6. Normal 'Special':
=>special!

7. Smart Stupid:
=> i think your really smart

8. Boring Fun:
=>FUN!

9. Attractive Unattractive:
=> attractive

DO YOU THINK I'M...
1. A psycho?:

=>noo

2. A nerd?:

=>hahaha far from tht

3. Ghetto?:

=>wats ghetto?? (neither do i knw d meaning)

4. Two-faced?:

=> definetly not

5. Obnoxious?:

=>ahahhahaha NO

6. Drug Addict?:

=>the last thing you would ever be

no again

7. Mature?:

=> yes

8. Moody?:

=>sometimes...

9. Alcoholic?

=> BAHAHAHHAHAA.

10. Lovable?: => YES!!!

JUST SOME QUESTIONS
1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?:

=> a doctor? (wow, high ambition & expectation)

2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?: => of course!
(b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?: => hmm tht i hav no idea

3. When is my birthday?:

=> january

4. What was your first impression of me?:

=>fun and bubbly

5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?:

=>no song sorry

6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?:

=>err.... no

7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?:

=>errr.....sorry i hav no idea

8. Have u ever had a dream about me?: =>no dreams
what was it? =>

9. If u could give me anything...what would it be?:

=>my friendship! which i already hav

10. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?:

=>hmm anything u want!

11. If you could have anything that I have what would it be?:

=>i already hav u as my fren! thts all iwant frm u!

PERSONAL(OPPOSITE SEX).. (but u can fill it anyway :P)

1. If we spent a day together.where would we go and what would we do?:

=>we would go to the....movies!

2. If u could describe me in one word...what would that word be? :

=> lovable, funny, makes me happy. sorry you are impossible o describe in one word. cause u are more than tht!!

3. (a)Do u think u would have a chance with me? :

=>...no cuz ur no gay.... hahahahha

4.If you could change anything about me what would it be? :

=>im good wit the way u are..

this is jus a snip on sum of the answers (or d onli answers i gt from lots of emails i send)...nwey, do let me knw wat u tink..weather u agreed on d answers given o u disagreed on it..open comment is accepted..

One of the Greatest Miracle!

2008-03-03T12:48:00.000+08:00

Please make time and read this startling story. It's real. Our God reigns in deed and in truth.

A Muslim man in Egypt killed his wife because she was reading the Bible and then buried her with their infant baby and 8-year old daughter. The girls were buried alive! He then reported to the police that an uncle killed the kids. 15 days later, another family member died. When they went to bury him, they found the 2 little girls under the sand -ALIVE !

The country is outraged over the incident, and the man will be executed. The older girl was asked how she had survived. 'A man wearing shiny white clothes, with bleeding wounds in his hands, came every day to feed us. He woke up my mom so she could nurse my sister,' she said. She was interviewed on Egyptian national TV, by availed Muslim woman news anchor. She said on public TV, '

This was none other than Jesus, because nobody else does things like this!' Muslims believe Isa (Jesus) would do this, but the wounds mean He really was crucified, and it's clear also that He is alive! But, it's also clear that the child could not make up a story like this, and there is no way these children could have survived without a true miracle. Muslim leaders are going to have a hard time to figure out what to do with this, and the popularity of the Passion movie doesn't help! With Egypt at the centre of the media and education in the Middle East , you can be sure this story will spread. Jesus Christ is still turning the world upside down! Please let this story be shared. The Lord says, 'I will bless the person who puts his trust in me. 'Jeremiah 17

life is short & unpredictable....

2008-01-29T13:36:00.000+08:00

recently, my goduncle, age 52,jus passed away...he passed away due to a bad stroke tat puts him into a coma for 2days...

his death is really a shock to me as i onli gt the news tat he was admitted to the hospital on sat nite...i was planning to c him in d hospital on my lunch break on mon but i was too late by a few hours...he has passed away on 12.15am on mon...

wen mum called me informing abt his death, i cudn belived it...he look healthy since the last time i saw him & he has no records of hypertension..but according to his mother(my babysitter), he did complain of a few headache but he nvr wen to the doc to check it out...if he wud have done tat, mayb his life will b prolonged...

wen i heard tat, it hit me hard tat we shudnt take for granted our life...the very fact tat im still breathing here & typing this blog is a blessing from God..constantly, wen the road gts tough, we tend to entertain tots tat is negative & ended up lossing hope...but there is more to life of we pressed on...also, wen our body started to show signs & symptoms of abnormalities, its better to go & gt it check..like the saying goes, "prevention is better than cure"....tat goes the same wif me as i do nt like to c d doc unless im really, really sick...i alwiz brush it off as nothg...tats wat my goduncle did & look wat happen to him...

so, i tink we shud live our life as if as tat day is or final day...becos in d end, u will regret for nt being able to achive ur best in life....

turning 21..

2008-01-29T13:07:00.001+08:00

Turning 21 is alwiz considered as a turning point in one' s life...as for me personally, it doesnt make much of a different though to ppl, it might change the way i tink mayb...

but nwey,i thank God for allowing me to live long enuf to this stage...i did have a wonderful bufday celebration by my wonderful frens....nt to mention those wonderful suprises too...

now tat im alreadi 21, i guess most ppl wud think tat i alreadi gt my silver key to freedom..yes its half true but nvertheless, as u r goin up in age, there is more responsibility tat cums together wif it...it is nt all play n no work..at times i do wonder wether im prepared enuf to carry those expectations & resposibility but i guess tat is hw i grow...i learnt from my mistakes tat i make along the way...

i might make mistakes tat i wud regret but one thing i knw for sure..God is alwiz there wif me every step of the way as long as i allow Him to be & ask HIm to be the author of my life...i have to constantly remind myself wen my fleshly desires wan to go against wat God wans me to do...i hope tat i wud be able to please God & tat i wud hear Him say tat im a faithful servant of HIs!

A year has gone by...

2008-01-13T19:55:00.000+08:00

helo all...yeah i know, tis post is abit late..normally this kind of post will be posted in d early of d year...hehehehe...but well, its still january so its still considered early right?!..=)

so nwey, another year has gone by & i never knew hw fast time flies...this year has been another eventful year for me...well, lots of things wether it is good or bad has tot me a lesson or two...it also help me to learn & to change sum prospective of life...i guess tat is wat they say d process of growing up into wat God wants you to be...

but over all, i do thank Him for sending me help along the way went things gets tough...i wont be where i am nw if nt for those who handed a helping hand..God aso have been really good by giving me his strenght to go thru it...He was d one who saw me thru it all...

tis year, as d new year began, i dont have much of a new year resolution becos i gv up doin them long time ago..its becos i ended up never fulfilling them so its no piont doin it aso right?...ehehehe...i aso learn nt to plan my own things for my life as im nt the author of my life...my life is nt my own to liuve the way i wan them to live...i knw sumhw deep inside me tat God has a plan for my life & i trust He will finish wat he has started in me...my prayer is tat im walking in His direction no matter hw tough the road can be becos i knw i have great frens & sisters-in-christ who will stand by me..& nt forgetiing a BIG God who will meet all my need!

Dark Times

2007-12-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

Every one got their own trials and dark times in their life. During those times, you will feel tat all hope is lost and you are walking thru a dark tunnel where there is no way out. The worse thing is that you are going thru it alone…or at least that is how you feel…outwardly, you look as normal, but inwardly you r even struggling to comprehend what is going on and you even try your very best to believe everything that is going on…you don’t even believe in yourself in making any decision anymore because you feel as if you r walking in a bad dream n one day you will wake up a realized it is all a dream…or your state of mind make u believe that this is not happen to you but it is happening to others…in another words, you r living in denial…

That is just a bit on how I felt when I got the news about my mum’s tumor on the 9-10-07…it was on a Tuesday night when I got a frantic call from mom saying that she has to get admitted to General Hospital Malacca…ok, before I go further, let me brief you on how mom ended up in the hospital…and how my worse ordeal began…

Mom have been having speech problem for almost a year this year (2007). She began to stammer at first and gradually it became worse for her to even get one sentence out. I brought her to d local government doctor when I came back for my breaks. The doctors all told her that she has d symptoms of stress (during that time, mom was working in Salvation Army Boy’s Orphanage) and just gave her some vitamin supplement to take. After taking it about 6 months, her condition not only didn’t improve but instead it became worse. Then one day, around the month of September, she called me up (I was up in KL then) and cried over the phone. Apparently she is driving from Bukit Serindit after her exercise and all of the sudden her right side became numb and she couldn’t even moved a finger (she was driving then). So she stopped the car at the side of the road and tried to take out the car key, but she couldn’t even do that. She got panic and called me immediately. As I was talking to her, all of the numbness just disappears just the same way it came. So I just brush it off n assure her that it is probably nothing although that time I was really worried and frustrated because I don’t know what is wrong with her. I told her also that I will be back that weekend and we will go and see the doctor again.

So when I came back that week, we went to not only Peringgit Jaya clinic but also Ayer Keroh clinic as the first doctor just brush off mom as having low blood and stress symptoms. I even requested for the doctor to give mom a reference letter for a CAT scan as I was suspecting she is having a mild stroke due to her symptoms. But the doctor instead refuses and scolded us. Both doctors in both clinic told mom the same thing and they keep cutting mom, not giving her the chance to speak about her symptoms. So in the end, we just have to go back with those vitamin supplements that are given again. But as days go by and I was tied down with my schoolwork up in KL so mom’s condition was pushed out of my mind. But as her symptoms got worse, my uncle insisted that she goes to see a private doctor. So mom went to see Dr. Pang (my family doctor) and that happen on Tuesday evening (9-10-07). After seeing mom’s symptoms, Dr Pang immediately called my uncle and ask him to get mom admitted to the hospital as he was suspecting that mom had a mild stroke. He even wrote a reference letter requesting for a CAT scan to be done. Thank God that my uncle is in Malacca and I have my 2^nd bro still in Malacca.

That’s when mom called me up and told me that she needed to be admitted and that she needed me to come back that night itself. But I couldn’t as it was around 8pm when I got her call and I still needed to get permission from my coordinator and college to go back. So I tried calling my coordinator but failed because he switches off his hp and it was during the time to break fast for the Muslim. So I didn’t have a choice but wait till tomorrow morning. That night I couldn’t sleep at all and around 2am, mom called me and told that a neurosurgeon came and see her. He told her that she has a tumor on her left brain and it is quite big. When she told me that, something inside me just snap and I couldn’t believe it till my bro called me up and told me. I mean, my family means a world to me and getting such news, well, I didn’t take it very well. It is a huge different when such things happen to your own family and when you are there to support your friends who is going thru the very same thing.

The next morning, I went to see my coordinator but he told me I needed to see my principal. My principal only allowed me to be back for one day (that is Wednesday) and that I needed to be back to college for my class on Thursday. My Raya break was starting on Friday for one week. So on Wednesday, Audrey was so kind to drive me back all the way to Malacca. I’m entirely grateful to God for blessing me with such a wonderful sister and friend. We went straight to the hospital and see mom. The next day, at 5am, I headed back to KL with Audrey again just for my class before heading back to Malacca the very same day. I was exhausted physically and it was only by God’s strength that I was able to go thru all this.

will post abt hw God c me thru all in my other post...till then..stay tuned!

God's Promises & His Word...

2007-11-17T02:23:00.001+08:00

HANDY LITTLE CHART
God's positive answer for every situations:

a)What YOU SAY
b)What GOD SAYS
c)BIBLE VERSES

You say: 'It's impossible'
God says: All things are possible
(Luke 18:27)

You say: 'I'm too tired'
God says: I will give you rest
(Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: 'Nobody really loves me'
God says: I love you
(John 3:1 6 & John3:34 )

You say: 'I can't go on'
God says: My grace is sufficient
(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: 'I can't figure things out'
God says: I will direct your steps
(Proverbs 3:5- 6)

You say: 'I can't do it'
God says: You can do all things
(Philippians 4:13)

You say: 'I'm not able'
God says: I am able
(II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: 'It's not worth it'
God says: It will be worth it
(Roman 8:28 )

You say: 'I can't forgive myself'
God says: I Forgive you
(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: 'I can't manage'
God says: I will supply all your needs
(Philippians 4:19)

You say: 'I'm afraid'
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear
(II Timothy 1:7)

You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated'
God says: Cast all your cares on ME
(I Peter 5:7)

You say: 'I'm not smart enough'
God says: I give you wisdom
(I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: 'I feel all alone'
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you
(Hebrews 13:5)

PASS THIS ON. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO MAY BE IN NEED
God determines who walks into your life....it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.'
Keep people in your circle that are doing more than you so you will never become complacent and you will always strive for more
'Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle'

My Wonderful Attorney,Jesus...pls read!its beautiful!

2007-11-17T02:12:00.000+08:00

I hope you enjoy this as much as I did. Truly beautiful!

My Attorney (this is beautiful)
After living what I felt was a "decent" life, my time on earth came to the end. The first thing I remember is sitting on a bench in the waiting room of what I thought to be a courthouse. The doors opened and I was instructed to come in and have a seat by the defense table. As I looked around I saw the "prosecutor."

He was a villainous looking gent who snarled as he stared at me. He definitely was the most evil person I have ever seen. I sat down and looked to my left and there sat My Attorney, a kind and gentle looking man whose appearance seemed so familiar to me, I felt I knew Him.

The corner door flew open and there appeared the Judge in full flowing robes. He commanded an awesome presence as He moved across the room. I couldn't take my eyes off of Him. As He took His seat behind the bench, He said, "Let us begin."

The prosecutor rose and said, "My name is Satan and I am here to show you why this man belongs in hell." He proceeded to tell of lies I told, things I stole, and in the past when I cheated others. Satan told of other horrible perversions once in my life and the more he spoke, the further down in my seat I sank. I was so embarrassed, I couldn't look at anyone, even my own Attorney, as the Devil told of sins even I completely forgotten about. As upset as I was at Satan for telling all these things about me, I was equally upset at My Attorney who sat there silently not offering any form of defense at all. I know I was guilty of those things, but I did some good in my life - couldn't that at least equal out part of the harm I'd done? Satan finished with a fury and said, "This man belongs in hell, he is guilty of all I have charged and there is not a person who can prove otherwise."

When it was His turn, My Attorney first asked if He might approach the bench. The Judge allowed this over the strong objection of Satan, and beckoned Him to come forward. As He got up and started walking, I was able to see Him in His full splendor and majesty. I realized why He seemed so familiar; this was Jesus representing me, my Lord and my Savior. He stopped at the bench and softly said to the Judge, "Hi, Dad," then He turned to address the court. "Satan was correct in saying this man sinned, I won't deny any of these allegations. And, yes, the wage of sin is death, and this man deserves to be punished."

Jesus took a deep breath and turned to His Father with outstretched arms and proclaimed, "However, I died on the cross so this person might have eternal life and he accepted Me as his Savior, so he is Mine." My Lord continued with, "His name is written in the Book of Life and no one can snatch him from Me Satan still does not understand yet. This man is not to be given justice, but rather mercy."

As Jesus sat down, He quietly paused, looked at His Father and said,"There is nothing else that needs to be done. I've done it all." The Judge lifted His mighty hand and slammed the gavel down. The following words bellowed from His lips... "This man is free The penalty for him was already paid in full. Case dismissed" As my Lord led me away, I could hear Satan ranting and raving, "I won't give up, I will win the next one." I asked Jesus as He gave me my instructions where to go next, "Have you ever lost a case?" Christ lovingly smiled and said, "Everyone that comes to Me and asked Me to represent them, received the same verdict as you, "PAID IN FULL."

A Mother's Love....so touching....

2007-11-08T01:18:00.000+08:00

~EIGHT LIES OF A MOTHER~

1. The story began when I was a child;
I was born as a son of a poor family.
Even for eating, we often got lack of food.
Whenever the time for eating, mother often gave me her portion of rice.
While she was removing her rice into my bowl,
she would say "Eat this rice, son. I'm not hungry".
That was Mother's First Lie

2.When I was getting to grow up,
the persevering mother gave her spare time for fishing in a river near our house,
she hoped that from the fishes she got,
she could gave me a little bit nutritious food for my growth.
After fishing, she would cook the fishes to be a fresh fish soup,
which raised my appetite. While I was eating the soup,
mother would sit beside me and eat the rest meat of fish,
which was still on the bone of the fish I ate.
My heart was touched when I saw it.
I then used my chopstick and gave the other fish to her.
But she immediately refused it and said "Eat this fish, son.
I don't really like fish."
That was Mother's Second Lie.

3.Then, when I was in Junior High School,
to fund my study,
mother went to an economic enterprise to bring some used-matches boxes that would be stuck in.
It gave her some money for covering our needs.
As the winter came,
I woke up from my sleep and looked at my mother who was still awoke,
supported by a little candlelight and within her perseverance she continued
the work of sticking some used-matches box.
I said, "Mother, go to sleep, it's late,
tomorrow morning you still have to go for work.
" Mother smiled and said "Go to sleep,
dear. I'm not tired."
That was Mother's Third Lie.

4.At the time of final term,
mother asked for a leave from her work in order to accompany me.
While the daytime was coming and the heat of the sun was starting to shine,
the strong and persevering mother
waited for me under the heat of the sun's shine for several hours.
As the bell rang, which indicated that the final exam had finished,
mother immediately welcomed me and poured me a glass of tea
that she had prepared before in a cold bottle.
The very thick tea was not as thick as my mother's love,
which was much thicker. Seeing my mother covering with perspiration,
I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too.
Mother said "Drink, son. I'm not thirsty!".
That was Mother's Fourth Lie.

5.After the death of my father because of illness,
my poor mother had to play her role as a single parent.
By held on her former job, she had to fund our needs alone.
Our family's life was more complicated. No days without sufferance.
Seeing our family's condition that was getting worse,
there was a nice uncle who lived near my house came to help us,
either in a big problem and a small problem.
Our other neighbors who lived next to us saw that our family's life was so unfortunate,
they often advised my mother to marry again. But mother,
who was stubborn, didn't care to their advice,
she said "I don't need love."
That was Mother's Fifth Lie.

6.After I had finished my study and then got a job,
it was the time for my old mother to retire.
But she didn't want to; she was sincere to go to the marketplace every morning,
just to sell some vegetable for fulfilling her needs.
I, who worked in the other city, often sent her some money to help her in fulfilling her needs,
but she was stubborn for not accepting the money.
She even sent the money back to me.
She said "I have enough money."
That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

7. After graduated from Bachelor Degree,
I then continued my study to Master Degree.
I took the degree, which was funded by a company through a scholarship program,
from a famous University in America.
I finally worked in the company. Within a quite high salary,
I intended to take my mother to enjoy her life in America.
But my lovely mother didn't want to bother her son,
she said to me "I'm not used to."
That was Mother's Seventh Lie.

8.After entering her old age,
mother got a flank cancer and had to be hospitalized.
I, who lived in miles away and across the ocean,
directly went home to visit my dearest mother.
She lied down in weakness on her bed after having an operation.
Mother, who looked so old, was staring at me in deep yearn.
She tried to spread her smile on her face;
even it looked so stiff because of the disease she held out.
It was clear enough to see how the disease broke my mother's body,
thus she looked so weak and thin.
I stared at my mother within tears flowing on my face.
My heart was hurt, so hurt, seeing my mother on that condition.
But mother, with her strength, said "Don't cry, my dear.
I'm not in pain."
That was Mother's Eight Lie.

After saying her eighth lie, She closed her eyes forever!

Jesus VS Satan

2007-11-06T19:47:00.000+08:00

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation.
Satan went to visit Jesus in the Garden of Eden,
and Satan came all happy and boasting. (Lk 4: 1-12; Job 1: 6-12)

'Yes, Lord, now I have everybody captive,
(well nearly everybody down there).
I set traps, I used the baits of temptation,
I know well what each one of them can't resist.
I nearly caught them all!' (I Pet 5: 8-9; Eph 6: 10-17)

'What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked.
and He was praying to God the Father.

Satan answered 'Oh, I am going to have some fun with them!'

'll make them divorce after they have married
so the foundation of humanity will never be able to be established
'the family' (Mt 19: 4-6; Mal 2: 16)

I will make them hate each other and abuse each other,
make them fall into alcohol and drugs without control. (Rom 13: 12-14)

I will teach them to make weapons and bombs,
so they kill each other

'I am really going to have fun!'

'And when you are tired of playing with them, what will you do?'
Jesus asked. And continued praying

'Oh, I will kill them all and their souls will be mine forever'
'Lord by all respect, it's their decision' (I Jn 3: 8-10)

'How much do you want for all of them?' Jesus asked.

'Oh, you can't want these people. They aren't anything good.
Why do you want them if they neither follow you nor love you?
Many hate you! I have seen many of them spitting on you, cursing you and even denying you.'
'What's more, they love me a lot' (Mt 24: 10-13)

'You don't want these people!!'

'How much?' Jesus asked again

Satan looked at him with a nasty face

'All your tears and all your blood,
all the pain of the entire world, all together' (Is 53: 4-10; I Pet 2: 24)

Jesus said...'DONE'

'and He paid the price' (II Cor 5: 21)

How terrible it is that people don't seek for God,
and then ask themselves why the world is going to hell!

How terrible that we seek the newspaper everyday to read tragedies
and we never seek the Bible

How insensible it is how everybody wants to go to heaven,
thinking they can get there without having to believe,
without loving God above all things,
or doing what the Bible says...the Laws of God.

It is terrible how some people can say 'I believe in God'
but still follow Satan (Who as matter of fact, does fear God)
(II Tim 4: 3-4; II Jn 1: 7-11)

Don't you think it's pathetic how they send
each other thousands of jokes by email,
so they spread like plagues.

But when it's about the Lord's messages,
we think about it twice before we share them;
and we leave the mailboxes of our friends without this message

Don't you think it is outrageous that the obscene,
vulgar and crude is allowed freely to pass through the internet
that even many people would desire to get into the screen.

But it is forbidden to speak publicly about Jesus
in the schools, places of work
self-helping groups, etc... (Acts 4: 19-20)

Even after knowing what He did for us.
Because the Romans didn't kill Him. It was our sin.
that we may be forgiven
and know Him in His glory with the Father.

Doesn't it seem incredible to you how somebody can be alight
on Sabbath in the Church,
worshipping and thanking the Lord for His mercy,
for one more day to live etc.

But during the rest of the week he is an invisible Christian! (II Tim 3: 1-5; Rom 10: 9-13)

Does this seem just to you?

Don't let Satan stop you sending this Mail
to all your contacts on the Web,
It doesn't matter if he tells you that many don't believe this
Don't let him get through with his plans!

Stop worrying what the others may think about you
It is time to worry about what 'God thinks about you'

Please brother and sister, pass it on?
'I already did it'

May God bless you always (II Cor 13: 13)

Never Doubt the word of God...How True it is...

2007-10-12T02:52:00.000+08:00

Never doubt the Word of God!!!

Make a personal reflection about this. Very interesting, read until the end...It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7):" Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.

Here are some men and women who mocked God:

JOHN LENNON:Some years before during his interview with an American Magazine, he said:"Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him" (1966)".Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ,was shot six times.

TANCREDO NEVES:During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the votes, buthe got sick a day before being made President, then he died.

THE MAN WHO BUILT TITANIC:After the construction of Titanic, a reporter asked him how safe the Titanic would be. With an ironic tone he said: "Not even God can sink it"

The result: I think you all know what happened to the Titanic.

MARILYN MONROE:She was visited by Billy Graham during a presentation of a show. He is a preacher and Evangelist and the Spirit of God had sent him to preach to her.After hearing what the Preacher had to say, she said: "I don't need your Jesus" A week later, she was found dead in her apartment.

BON SCOTT:The ex-vocalist of the AC/DC. On one of his 1979 songs he sang:"Don´t stop me, I´m going down all the way, wow the highway to hell". On the 19th of February 1980, Bon Scott was found dead, he had been choked by his vomit.

CAMPINAS/SP IN 2005In Campinas, a group of friends, drunk, went to pick up a friend.. The mother accompanied her to the car and was so worried about the drunkenness of herfriends and she said to the daughter - holding her hand, who was already seated in the car: "MY DAUGHTER, GO WITH GOD AND MAY HE PROTECT YOU",

She responded: ONLY IF HE (GOD) TRAVELS IN THE BOOT, COZ INSIDE HERE IT'S ALREADY FULL"

Hours later, news came by that they had been involved in a fatal accident, everyone had died, the car could not be recognized what type of car it had been,
but surprisingly, the boot was intact. The police said there was no way the boot could have remained intact. To their surprise, inside the boot was a crate of eggs, none was broken..

Many more important people have forgotten that there is no other name that was given so much authority as the name of Jesus. Many have died, but only Jesus\u003cbr\>died and rose again, and he is still alive. JESUS!!!\

P.S: If it was a joke, you could have sent it to everyone. So are you going to have courage to send this?.I have done my part, Jesus said "If you get embarrassed about me, I will also get embarrassed about you before my father What benefit does it have, if a man gains the whole world but loses his soul?What can man give in exchange of his soul? (Mathew 16:26).

A personal Letter From Jesus...

2007-09-17T13:11:00.000+08:00

I just had to write to tell you how much I love you and care for you. Yesterday, I saw you walking and laughing with friends and I hope that soon you'd want me to walk along with you too. So, I painted you a sunset to close your day and whispered a cool breeze to refresh you. I waited - you never called - I just keep on loving you.

As I watched you fall asleep last night, I wanted so much to touch you. I spilled moonlight onto your face - trickling down your cheeks as so many tears have. You didn't even think of me. I wanted so much to comfort you.

The next day I exploded a brilliant sunrise into glorious morning for you. But you woke up late and rushed off - you didn't even notice. My skin became cloudy and My tears were the rain.
I love you, oh, if you'd only listen. I really love you. I try to say it in the quiet of the green meadows and the blue sky. The wind whispers My love throughout the treetops and spills it into the vibrant colours of all the flowers. I shout it to you in the thunder of the great waterfall and composed love songs for birds to sing for you. I warm you with the cloathing of My sunshine and perfume the air with nature's sweet scent. My love for you is deeper than any ocean and greater than any need in your heart. If only you'd realize how much I care.

My father sends His love. I want you to meet Him - He cares, too. Fathers are just that way. So, please, call on Me soon. No matter how long it takes, I'll wait - because I love you.
Your friend,
JESUS

How true it is tat everyday as we go thru life...thru ups n downs..thru happy times as well as bad times...we often forget tat there is One true Fren who patiently waiting for us to spend more time wif Him...constantly watching out for us, taking care of us, praying for us...n yet, we onli o to Him when life gets tough n unbearable....

still, He continue to forgive us n embrace us wif His everlasting love...helping us n being near to those who Needed His Touch...walking beside us...guiding us wif His gentle whisper...gently diciplins us....n constantly blessing us more than we ever deserve it...Lay His precious life on The Cross so tat we r made whole n we could now Stand before the Father blameless..He is a comforter during times of distress, a fortress in d time of storm...

Im trully grateful tat i have a privilage to knw this Best Fren as well as My Brother....now i knw tat He does care alot for me n tat He understands me more than anyone in this world...He alwiz pick me up wen i fall n forgive me for all my sins...advocate for me wen the Evil 1 accuses me before the Father...HE IS JESUS CHRIST, MY LORD AND SAVIOUR!...get to knw Him today n i assure u tat ur life will nvr be d same again n u wont regret it at all...

Happy bufday to my beloved bros....Tze Seong & Tze Wei!

2007-09-10T15:57:00.000+08:00

In 3 days time, my dearest elder twin bro will be celebrating their 24th bufday..so prety much tis post is dedicated to them...this is becos they are the most wonderful brothers tat God have bless me wif...they have been wif me since d first day i open my eyes to this world...hope u all wud enjoy reading it...

24 years ago, God decided to bless a family wif a twin sons as their first born...God have specific plans for this two souls as He forms them in their mother's womb...so after nine months of carrying them, those two boys were born & been given names...the older wan is Liew Tze Seong & his younger bro who is jus 7 mins late from his brother is named Liew Tze Wei....and so they began their journey of growing up on that family...

They grew up like any normal twins..doing things together n wearing d same matching clothing...n so they grew up happily wif jus having each other as company for 4 years till God decided to bless d family again wif another addition (ehem...me!)...a baby girl...the boys were thrilled on d latest addition(i tink...hahahaha)...d elder wan alwiz taking opportunity to pinch his sister;s cubby cheek wen mum is busy in d kitchen...bt comparing between d sister n her brothers, the boys were more quiet compare to their sister...(hehe)...nevertheless, there are aso bickering ard d house and mum yelling wen u have 3 active kids tat are growing up..

Fast foward to their secondary school days...they r very well like by their peers in school as they care alot for their frens n alwiz handing a helping hand to anyone who needs it...They aso began to grow more in the Lord...each of them took up different kind of instrument...both of them took up drum n guitar at first bt as time past they realized tat each of them have a interest in different kind of instrument...i guess u can say different gifting although they r twins...

And so Tze seong wen to purse his talent in drums where else Tze wei wen to purse bass...but no matter wat instrument they take up, the most important thing was tat they use their talent to please their Father in Heaven who have bless them wif those talents...they started serving actively in church...playing for church...they never forget once where did their talent cum from n who was d wan to blessed them wif those...they aso started to instill bit by bit interest in music into their sister's life...though she is nt s talented as them bt thanks to them, she does have sum basic in sum instruments(=))...they r aso very active in their cf during their uni days...

Aft their uni days,they started to part ways in pursuing different career...Tze Seong wen to penang to work as a tech support in Dell company...as for Tze Wei, he is a lecture in MMU Malacca...as for their baby sister (tat's wat they alwiz call me..humph)...she wen to off to study in kl...bt though distant seperate them,this 3 siblings remain close....they keep each other updated on wat is happening...n as far as i knw,rite nw they r still active serving in church...im so glad tat God have given me d opportunity to be their sister...they have indeed looked out for me and giving me advice wen i need them...they aso alwiz cracking up jokes n i really enjoy my relationship wif my brothers...yes, we do bicker ard at times bt hey, in d end of the day i do knw one thing...n tat is :

My Brothers Do love me very much & So do i!! They have been a wonderful blessing to d ppl ard them n to Me!

so nwey, tat is jus a bit of my brothers life...im so glad tat i had them as my brothers n i wont trade anything else in this world for them...so here is their pic wif another set of twins in my church...*thank god for twins..heheheh*hey..hw many ppl do u knw hv d privillage to have twin bros as ur sibling?not to mention good looking too..(err..hope my bro dont read this..hahaha)...so here they ar!..presenting...

The bufday boys!Liew Tze Seong & Liew Tze Wei!

From your left to right: Tze Wei, Tze Seong, Brendan & Brian (another set of twins in my church)

p/s:thanks anna for d pic...=p

Happy 24th Birthday, Seong & Wei!

Bbq nitez....

2007-09-10T14:49:00.000+08:00

Last 2 week wen i wen back to malacca for d merdeka break, i had a bbq party for reunion for my classmates...the party was held in a field in bukit beruang on d 1st Sept 2007....at first those who came early set off to set up our makeshift bbq set tat compose of a steel net on bricks...hahahaha...

Then setting up d fire is a challenge though...bt as for us who have gone for national service manage to applied wat we have been taught and soon we had d fire!(p:s//see how useful goin for ns?..so parents,send ur children today!..=P)....nwey,by the time we had d fire goin,most of d guests came alredi so everyone wif out wasting time started bbqing wat they wan...so tam chiak (greddy)...hehehehe..

The purpose of d party was aso to celebrate sum of our frens bufday...sum are a belated wan n sum son to cum...bt hey,its d tots of true frens tat counts..so nwey, we had a melting mocha ice cream cake from secret receipe..well,its melting cos although there were sum ice in d box bt still,we sort of took a while to get d fire started =p....bt nevertheless,it taste great!...although i didnt really taste much as i was busy bbq for ppl...hahahaha...but i gt to taste it too thanks to my dear fren,Daryl who keep cuming to me n feeding me...hahaha..thanks gal...

We partied till ard 12am before we decided to call it a nite...it was great to be able to catch up wif frens, updating each other, n see sum changes tat is happening to unexpected ppl *wink,wink*, seeing each other couple...hahaha...tats d best part...catching up wif long time primary skoolmate was cool too...laughing at those silly times wen we were young & innocent (er...)...

sumhow,goin for d party make me realized hw times flies & hw true it is to appreciate those who is ard u & ur true frens...many times, there is alot of things we took for granted & wen we look back,sumhw there r things tat we will regret n wish tat we shud appreciate it better...bt no use to cry over spilled milk...wat is done is done & we cant change a thing tat already happen bt we can change wat is goin to happen in d future!

Here is sum of d pics tat i took during d party:-

Everyone bbqing on our makeshift bbq set

My bbqed Product..wan to try sum?its cooked i tink...=P *pls ignore d burned sausage n d half burned fishball though..cudnt help it=)*

Bbq reunion party..had a great time...catching up n stuffs...& of course delicous food

Ann,me and daryl..high skool frens

Mary, Soon Jiat, Daryl , Me and Sally...

Me & Daryl, my primary 1 fren till nw...amazing fren

Me and Sally, my primary skool fren as well as classmate till secondary 5

Err..melting ice cream bufday cake..bt it still taste nice though...hehehe *p/s:as u can c there is onli 2 candle so it means we all r onli 20..ehem...=)*

Special Dedication...to my Special Ppl in my life...

2007-09-10T13:00:00.000+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to d most important ppl in my life...thanks for making such a great impacts in my life...you guys are my everything n d best blessing tat god can give to me...i really thank God for Each n everyone of u tat He send to help me along d way in this journey call life and show me His endless love n care towards me thru u all...

Thank you For simply being there on the cloudy days…on the sunny days...

thank you for sharing your joys and pain with me

for showing me that I’m so special

that my contribution count towards our special relationship tat we share

I have grown as a person tat i am today because of ur love n effort

Thank you…just for you

Thank you For simply being my friend and my comforter

For the special memories We share together

For the never ending support and love You always give me

I will always love each of u

I can’t tell you how much That you mean to me

I pray for our everlasting Bond will never break

Never ever say goodbye to yesterday

Cause each of u is so special and wonderful to me

Thank you for everything

Those ppl are:-

Another of my wonderful sis-in-christ, Anna Teoh (my childhood fren too)

Daryl,mary n rachel...my wondeful secondary shool frens

Me n my dear sis-in-christ as well as my childhood fren, Tan Sue Ern

Me wif my super seniors:Lisa,Bee,n Peng

My dearest classmate, Roziah (wif d sweater)

My wonderful & lovely frens (l to r: Vivian,Audrey,Cheryl & Ern Suey)

My childhood fren since primary 1! haha...Daryl Glory

My dearest younger god sister, Gloria

My dear god sister, Joiee Jeffrey Satuk

My dearest elder biological twin bros (on ur left :Tze Wei & Tze Seong)

My dearest cousin, Robin n his wonderful wife, Renee

My dear wonderful sis-in-christ, Carene

Wonderful frens, Caroline Ho & Ong Ai Jun

My lovely & beautiful fren, Cheryl Tan

Thanks for being a part of my life n playing a part in helping me to discover who i am...I love u guys...God Bless...

sumting to think about....

2007-08-30T13:03:00.000+08:00

10 Questions God Won't Ask

1. God won't ask what kind of car you drove,
He'll ask how many people you drove who didn't
have transportation.

2. God won't ask the square footage of your house,
He'll ask how many people you welcomed into your home.

3. God won't ask about the clothes you had in your
closet,
He'll ask how many you helped clothe.

4. God won't ask what your highest salary was,
He'll ask if you gave some to help others.

5. God won't ask what your job title was,
He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of
your ability.

6. God won't ask how many friends you had,
He'll ask how many people to whom you were a friend.

7. God won't ask in what neighborhood you lived,
He'll ask how you treated your neighbors.

8. God won't ask about the color of your skin,
He'll ask about the content of your character.

9. God won't ask why it took you so long to seek
Salvation,
He'll lovingly take you to your mansion in heaven,
and not to the gates of Hell.

10. God won't have to ask whether you shared this
information,
He already knows whether or not you are ashamed to
share it with those you love.