3rd Year

Hmm...lots of things have been happening lately..either good or bad...well, one thing for sure on wats goin to happen is: Im goin to be a 3rd & final year student!!

All this is becos by the grace of God, i passed all my exams for sem 4! wouldnt have been able to do it wifout His help...for those who knws me, they will understand hw stress i was for d first time during this sem exam periods...

the insomnias, the tension periods, pulling hair sessions, yes, all tat negative feelings, is all gone nw! but i realized sumting tat God has never once fail to prove He is faithful to c me thru this far...

Jus a glimpse on God's overwhelming goodness in my life:

~ Sem 1 - He has seen me thru my first final exams after not taking it for like 1 & 1/2 years

~ Sem 2 - I had sum bad incidents happening during my near arriving final exams..those who r wif me together will knw wat im talking abt...but yet, i manage nt onli to pass but exceed beyond my expectations!

~ Sem 3 - tot will be free from problems & it will b a problem free sem..but i was wrong..mum was dignosed wif tumour in her brain n surgery is scheduled few days be4 my finals...but God is faithful, He arranged everything from d beganning till my results r out...

~ Sem 4 - for the first time, i freak out abt sitting my exams this time...really tension to d max for sum unknown reason..but studied as much as i cud & prayed hard...again, God nt onli blessed me by my passing but gave me way beyond wat i expected...even my lecs r surprised! Praise God!

so nw i knw..He was there carrying me thru it all...as for the remaining sem (2 more sem to go), im jus goin to continue to put my whole trust & future to His Hand!

"The Lord Is My Shepard, I shall Not Be In Want. He makes me lies in green pastures" Ps 23

Dont Worry

“You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in You , whose thoughts r fixed on You. Trust in the Lord always , for the Lord God is the eternal rock” Isaiah 26: 3-4

“Therefore do not be worry and anxious” Matt 6:31

“For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love n of self-discipline” 2 Tim 1: 7

These verses speak abt trusting God with my life. This verses was given to me at one of d lowest point of my life. It really encourages me n constantly reminding me tat He is faithful to lead me by hand thru every path I take.

Time and again, God is faithful to remind me tat He will not leave me nor forsake me. No matter how tough life cans b, He is there to c me thru. He is faithful to bring to completion the work He has began in me. As long as I am in d will of God, I know He is with me. That is my constant prayer tat I will not be out of d will of God n I don’t build a wrong foundation in Him. Tat my foundation will be strong, tat nothing can shaken me in Him. For He is my Father In Heaven who loves me very much n wans d best for me. Like an earthly father cares for his children, so will God my father cares for me.

Every single decision I make, let it be from d guidance of His spirit. Though the future may look uncertain but I continue to put my trust n life into His hand. He will guide me step by step. He has seen to every of my needs, so why shud I worry?

Every time I felt im worrying abt sumting, I have to constantly remind myself tat God is handling it n its nt my problem, but His. And there is no Problem to BIG for Him. There r many verses in d bible tat speaks abt trusting God. So I continue to put my trust in Him!

Thanks to those who send this verses to encourage me! I really appreciate it a lot!

Prayer does work!

Sumone once sed to me this words:

“Prayer is a free outgoing call to heaven , No battery power, No charging , No network problem , no simcard. Always good signal & endless talktime”

its true..last time if u sed this words to me n tell me tat prayer works, I wud have scoff at you becos to me, prayer don’t always work. But its not tat it doesn’t work, but at times actually we r the wan who jus cant accept the answer “wait”.

But lately, as I was seeking sum things desperately n I was at the end of my rope, I decided to try d last option tat is praying. I told God, well, if prayer works, prove it to me. Truly, I thank God for answering my simple prayer n proves to me really tat prayer is indeed powerful. Once, there is a pastor who sed tat the real congregation of a church is d ppl who attend a prayer meeting continuously. Not tat I mean not goin to prayer meet means tat u r nt a church member, becos I myself don’t really attend too. But is jus d point tat prayer really does work.
Here is sum proofs tat prayer does work in my life though at times its not the way I wanted it to turn out but I do knw He knws wat is best for me:

~ God granted me a desire of my heart although it was so long time ago n I gave up praying abt it. Infact, I even forgotten abt it but yet He gave it to me when I least expected it. God loves to work in surprises. =)

~ He has faithfully c me thru all my final exams for 3 semesters now n I believe tat He will continue to c me thru my remaining semesters. The miracle is tat I don’t keep my prayer life in check but yet He answers my prayers although I onli seek Him wen exams r really near. =P..yet He is still faithful!

~ There is one time wen I had to rush to send my frens off at d airport in sem 4 n since our public transports in KL is so “reliable”, I had to get to d airport latest by 9.45 am n I onli got into d bus from KL sentral at 9 am. It seems impossible to get there in time but along d way, I jus prayed n believe. I told God tat nothing is impossible for Him n ask Him to supernaturally help me to arrive at d airport latest by 9.45am. He not onli get me there in time, at 9.45 am sharp, d bus came to a stop right in front of d airport door! How amazing is tat! The best part is, I didn’t even make a proper prayer but jus sed tat “God, pls help me to get there latest by 9.45. I knw all things r possible wif You. Thank You Father”

This are jus a few incidents tat prove to me no matter where I am, God always heard d faintest cry of my heart. He is faithful to meet d needs of His children. Im still continue to believe tat He will answer a prayer. Indeed He has brought me to a higher lever of faith in Him! Thanks Dad! Thanks for those who had prayed for my life & God have answered their prayer! C, another proof! =)

Awesome church!

i have once type this post out but in d end didnt post it out...so i shall do it now...this post is dedicated to one of d best church i have ever been.....i have been introduced to this church by a wonderful sister of mine, Audrey Tan!..thanks a bunch, drey!

well, i aso do believed tat its nt by coincident tat i came to this church precisely on tat moment...previously, during my 1 & 2 sem, i was attending a church in sg buluh ( i shall nt mention names here=))...but i find tat i cant really grow in tat church due to sum reasons...but i stick on till my 2nd sem..then middle of my 3rd sem, i decided to stop goin to this church n decided to take a break before i find another suitable church n prayed to God for a better church ( as my place very ulu wan, there r nt much english churches there)...how many knw tat there is no such thing as taking a break from church?...well, i have learned tat lesson well..

so nwey, we shall nt got to there yet...so wat happened was Audrey's siblings came down n i spend a weekend wif them at her place..tats where i gt introduced to Harvest Generation Church, Subang Jaya

and to tell u the truth, the very first time i step in, i feel so welcome n at ease...its jus amazing...the church service is great n the message tat is preached is really good...not to mention d church leaders which really encourage u wif their enthusiasm in serving Him..serious, im so amazed becos some of d leaders r even younger than me n yet they can do alot for Him! how awesome is tat?!...so i knew at tat point tat this is d church tat im looking for...n to tell u d truth, i have nt once regretted it although its really a distant from my place, but it is worth it!

so here r some of d pics tat i have taken during my time there:-

this is d church tat im talking abt!this pic is taken during my very first
service there..its a BBQ nite

this is some of the church leaders tat is responsible in d birth of this
church: (l-r): calvin, audrey,daphne,Ps Ryan, ern suey, brenda &
raymond

this is Ps Ryan( the pastor of the church) & his fiancee,
Brenda..they r getting married in this August 30th!

this is one of my fav pic: anointing of the leaders!

a lil side track: two beautiful drum sets in d church!i like it!

this is calvin tay in action..leading the congregration in a wonderful
worship service!

this r some of d great gals tat i have privillage to knw as a fren!
(l-r):caroline, daphne, brenda & sharlyn


ern suey in action, giving her praises to the One above! it really
blessed my heart to c this!
this is lil Ryan Cheah, Chris Cheah's son...so cute!this pic is taken
during our very first church camp in Peaceheaven, Genting!

this is baby Kate-lynn, chris's daughter with Sharlyn

this is lil shaun foo, Ps Ryan's nephew...

this is cheryl tan, Audrey's lil sis...beautiful right she?

this pic is another of my favourite: this is 3 of my great sisters who play
a part in who i am today!thanks a bunch guys!luv u all! (l-r): ern suey,
ai jun & audrey

this is daphne & caroline: two wonderful sisters in christ!love u
both!

another random pic: caroline & ai jun with andrew (audrey's lil
bro) in d background

overall, i nvr regret of being a part of this church n i thank God for blessing me wif such a wonderful loving church!im sure goin to miss this church once i completed my studies...=(

lil things..

sumtimes life can get really busy n we tend to forget to Thank God for the lil things tat happen in life...we aso tend to take for granted those things n we only start to miss them wen they r gone..that is human nature...u learn to appreciate things only wen they r no longer there...

so i wan to take this opportunity to thank God for the lil things i take for granted all this while...

~ lil blessing from my frens when i really least expected..jus d care n love that is shown where at times i really frustrated them...yet they still loves me!=)

~ my bufday treats n celebrations tat i have..its a memorable wan...

~ God has taken care of me although at times i x feel it at all..d numbers of times of close accidents...=)

~ God have place me in a wonderful church back in my hometown for me to grow n He has aso granted me a most happening church in subang too!

~He has blessed me with wonderful frens who really shows tat there is one in a million frens (in my case) in this dark world...

~He has taught me hw to love n trust in my frens again n learn to allow myself to be taken care of...in another word, broken down my "very high" pride...

~He has seen me thru many of my trials wen i really felt i cant go on..He taught me to lean on Him instead of myself...again, d pride issues...=)

~He has blessed me with a wonderful fam in Harvest Gen who drove all d way jus to pick me up for church n aso for jus being there....

~ He has given me wat i have prayed for so long until i forgotten abt it...

~He has provided all my needs (big o small) thru my growing years...He has proven time & again tat He is faithful & He cares...

~He blessed me with really great frens tat i have grown close too tat they r like sisters to me....

~ He nvr ever gave up on me..nt once although i have given up on Him more than once...

~He has loved me with His everlasting love although its kinda hard for me to grasp tat fact....

~He send His only son, Jesus jus to die for me & the fallen world...

i can go on n on on how much He has blessed me...but i cant remember all of tat as it is so much!..but this i knw, He does love me despite for my failures & my imperfections....for tat:

Thank You Lord! Thank You for every blessing i gt from u although at times i knw i x deserve it at all...

Harvest Generation Very 1st church camp '08

church camps...dont u jus love this word?..camps r great n it does get better when it is a church camp! and to top it up, its Harvest Generation 1st church camp n i was a part of it!!=)

it been really long since i last wen to a church camp...but thank God i did have a opportunity to go for one recently n i nvr regretted my decision to go..indeed God has planned everything out when u least expected...

well, the camp im talking abt is together wif my church back in subang, Harvest Generation Church...last weekend (2-4 may), they had their first church camp at Peacehaven, Genting..,i have been to tat place for 2 times wif my hometown church but its not the place tat matters but it is d very purpose of d camp...

i have cum to this camp nt expecting much as i had a rough week before the camp...so the feeling of enjoying the camp flew out of d window but nvrtheless i choose to go as i have alreadi sign up n i really needed a break...i guess is really God' s will for me to be there....so as tired as i feel, i still went for the camp...

how timely it is for the message tat is preached is sumting tat i really needed at tat time...Ps Ryan preached about the potential tat God has place in us n the theme of the camp is Building Characters, Impacting Lifes

this msg is so timely as i really felt so dry n numb. n all those mix feeling tat u cant really grasp n explained...after the night session we had on sat, i wen back to d dorm n really cried out to God..i nvr cried tat hard to Him as far as i can remember...at the same time,i nvr expected Him to answer me but i jus needed to let it out on how i feel..n God is so amazing...He does work in many ways to show tat He does listen to our faintest cry...time n again He has proved His faithfulness n His unfailing love although so many times i doubted it...

after the morning session d next day (sun), we had prayers as a cell group n we jus continue to seek God in His presence...suddenly, one of my cell member approached me n sed tat he had a word from the Lord for me...n wat he sed to me was jus amazing...it was d very exact word tat i needed to hear n God has told me what i needed to hear...i was amazed...isnt God jus wonderful?...when u really feel unloved, He alwiz show He cares....He shows tat He is walking beside me thru this journey although many times i dont feel Him ard me...but He is there...alwiz...

its jus so amazing...i did enjoy this camp n this camp has renewed me in Him..this camp has really gave me a new meaning...i really glad tat God has planned for me to cum for this camp as He has a plan n purpose for me...n He will bring me thru this journey...im actually looking forward to c what He has for me!..what a surprise!even to me...=)

so, yeah, tat is hw my camp went abt...will post sum pics once i gt them...till then!

Thank U's...

this is a long overdue thank u note tat i shud have written long time ago...its a post to thank wonderful ppl who God blessed me wif during my mum's sickness..all this happen abt 6 months ago...if u had read my blog, u wud have read a long written post abt mum's sickness & this is a continuation from it..=)

first of all,i better start my thank you note or else i wudnt finish it...i shall keep it short & sweet..*i hope*

*God, my wonderful Father In Heaven * - thanks for sending wonderful frens to help along the way..thanks for d strength to go thru it all..thanks for blessing me wif wonderful results too!thanks for looking into d smallest details as well as d major detail!..thanks for seeing mum thru d operation as well as all d details!love u so much DAD!

*Audrey Tan * - thanks for driving up & down all d way from KL & malacca. i knw its really tiring for u n yet u didnt complain at all & insisted summore..*paiseh*..u even make sure i had my proper meals...u even paid all d tol n yet refuses my insistence of paying u back...u r indeed one in a million fren & sister! i love u so much!

*Anna Teoh & Tan Sue Ern* - thanks for being such a wonderful blessing & a ever loving childhood frens of mine...u bothnvr fail to encourage me during those times..thanks for beliving in me & be my pillar of strenght wen i felt like giving up!ur emails & smses nvr fail to encourage me =)..thank God for ur life!thanks for being such a wonderful sisters in christ to me!u both r a great blessing & an angel send by GOD!

* Cheryl Tan* - thank u dear sis for ur concern for my fam although u r so far away in china..at times i jus wish u r right here back in mlc but yet u even u r in china, u still keeping in touch wif me..asking me hws things...im entirely grateful for tat..

*Tan Family (Audrey's fam)* - thanks so much for being such a great blessing to me from the start...im entirely grateful for every help, love & support tat is given to me..ur prayers & word of encouragement alwiz lift me up!..thank u so much!

* Cathy & Eunice* - thank God for ur life...u have indeed been a great blessing to me...in small & big ways...u alwiz so lighted up wen u c me wen im back in mlc n tat makes me feel great!keep shinning for HIM!Love U both!

* Carene*- my dear wonderful sister...though u r so far away in Australia, but yet, u still keep in touch wif me & still wanting to knw hw is things goin on wif me..i thank God for bringing u into my life as u have been a wonderful angel!

* CLA church members* - thanks for ur constant prayer & supports beside offering ur hand to help in many ways!ur help is greatly appreciated!

* Harvest Generation church members * - thanks for d constant concern, prayer & support though i jus onli join this wonderful church!indeed u guys have been a great blessing!Thank U!

* Rachel, Mary & Daryl* - thanks for standing by me all d way..u guys r d best & i love u all!muaks! ..u guys r the best skool frens tat i cud ever wish for!

* my wondeful relatives*- thanks for helping out in small & big ways...ur supports & care is much appreciated!

* CLA Young Adults Cell* - thanks for supporting me in prayer & coming to my aid once u guys heard this news...im entirely grateful to be a part of this great cell!

As for those i have missed out, pls forgive me...pls dont take it personally..i really do appreciate each & every1 of u tat came n help out..may God bless u as u have been a great blessing to me & my fam!