Dark Times

Every one got their own trials and dark times in their life. During those times, you will feel tat all hope is lost and you are walking thru a dark tunnel where there is no way out. The worse thing is that you are going thru it alone…or at least that is how you feel…outwardly, you look as normal, but inwardly you r even struggling to comprehend what is going on and you even try your very best to believe everything that is going on…you don’t even believe in yourself in making any decision anymore because you feel as if you r walking in a bad dream n one day you will wake up a realized it is all a dream…or your state of mind make u believe that this is not happen to you but it is happening to others…in another words, you r living in denial…

That is just a bit on how I felt when I got the news about my mum’s tumor on the 9-10-07…it was on a Tuesday night when I got a frantic call from mom saying that she has to get admitted to General Hospital Malacca…ok, before I go further, let me brief you on how mom ended up in the hospital…and how my worse ordeal began…

Mom have been having speech problem for almost a year this year (2007). She began to stammer at first and gradually it became worse for her to even get one sentence out. I brought her to d local government doctor when I came back for my breaks. The doctors all told her that she has d symptoms of stress (during that time, mom was working in Salvation Army Boy’s Orphanage) and just gave her some vitamin supplement to take. After taking it about 6 months, her condition not only didn’t improve but instead it became worse. Then one day, around the month of September, she called me up (I was up in KL then) and cried over the phone. Apparently she is driving from Bukit Serindit after her exercise and all of the sudden her right side became numb and she couldn’t even moved a finger (she was driving then). So she stopped the car at the side of the road and tried to take out the car key, but she couldn’t even do that. She got panic and called me immediately. As I was talking to her, all of the numbness just disappears just the same way it came. So I just brush it off n assure her that it is probably nothing although that time I was really worried and frustrated because I don’t know what is wrong with her. I told her also that I will be back that weekend and we will go and see the doctor again.

So when I came back that week, we went to not only Peringgit Jaya clinic but also Ayer Keroh clinic as the first doctor just brush off mom as having low blood and stress symptoms. I even requested for the doctor to give mom a reference letter for a CAT scan as I was suspecting she is having a mild stroke due to her symptoms. But the doctor instead refuses and scolded us. Both doctors in both clinic told mom the same thing and they keep cutting mom, not giving her the chance to speak about her symptoms. So in the end, we just have to go back with those vitamin supplements that are given again. But as days go by and I was tied down with my schoolwork up in KL so mom’s condition was pushed out of my mind. But as her symptoms got worse, my uncle insisted that she goes to see a private doctor. So mom went to see Dr. Pang (my family doctor) and that happen on Tuesday evening (9-10-07). After seeing mom’s symptoms, Dr Pang immediately called my uncle and ask him to get mom admitted to the hospital as he was suspecting that mom had a mild stroke. He even wrote a reference letter requesting for a CAT scan to be done. Thank God that my uncle is in Malacca and I have my 2^nd bro still in Malacca.

That’s when mom called me up and told me that she needed to be admitted and that she needed me to come back that night itself. But I couldn’t as it was around 8pm when I got her call and I still needed to get permission from my coordinator and college to go back. So I tried calling my coordinator but failed because he switches off his hp and it was during the time to break fast for the Muslim. So I didn’t have a choice but wait till tomorrow morning. That night I couldn’t sleep at all and around 2am, mom called me and told that a neurosurgeon came and see her. He told her that she has a tumor on her left brain and it is quite big. When she told me that, something inside me just snap and I couldn’t believe it till my bro called me up and told me. I mean, my family means a world to me and getting such news, well, I didn’t take it very well. It is a huge different when such things happen to your own family and when you are there to support your friends who is going thru the very same thing.

The next morning, I went to see my coordinator but he told me I needed to see my principal. My principal only allowed me to be back for one day (that is Wednesday) and that I needed to be back to college for my class on Thursday. My Raya break was starting on Friday for one week. So on Wednesday, Audrey was so kind to drive me back all the way to Malacca. I’m entirely grateful to God for blessing me with such a wonderful sister and friend. We went straight to the hospital and see mom. The next day, at 5am, I headed back to KL with Audrey again just for my class before heading back to Malacca the very same day. I was exhausted physically and it was only by God’s strength that I was able to go thru all this.

will post abt hw God c me thru all in my other post...till then..stay tuned!

God's Promises & His Word...

HANDY LITTLE CHART
God's positive answer for every situations:

a)What YOU SAY
b)What GOD SAYS
c)BIBLE VERSES

You say: 'It's impossible'
God says: All things are possible
(Luke 18:27)

You say: 'I'm too tired'
God says: I will give you rest
(Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: 'Nobody really loves me'
God says: I love you
(John 3:1 6 & John3:34 )

You say: 'I can't go on'
God says: My grace is sufficient
(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: 'I can't figure things out'
God says: I will direct your steps
(Proverbs 3:5- 6)

You say: 'I can't do it'
God says: You can do all things
(Philippians 4:13)

You say: 'I'm not able'
God says: I am able
(II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: 'It's not worth it'
God says: It will be worth it
(Roman 8:28 )

You say: 'I can't forgive myself'
God says: I Forgive you
(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: 'I can't manage'
God says: I will supply all your needs
(Philippians 4:19)

You say: 'I'm afraid'
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear
(II Timothy 1:7)

You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated'
God says: Cast all your cares on ME
(I Peter 5:7)

You say: 'I'm not smart enough'
God says: I give you wisdom
(I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: 'I feel all alone'
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you
(Hebrews 13:5)

PASS THIS ON. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO MAY BE IN NEED
God determines who walks into your life....it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.'
Keep people in your circle that are doing more than you so you will never become complacent and you will always strive for more
'Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle'

My Wonderful Attorney,Jesus...pls read!its beautiful!

I hope you enjoy this as much as I did. Truly beautiful!

My Attorney (this is beautiful)
After living what I felt was a "decent" life, my time on earth came to the end. The first thing I remember is sitting on a bench in the waiting room of what I thought to be a courthouse. The doors opened and I was instructed to come in and have a seat by the defense table. As I looked around I saw the "prosecutor."

He was a villainous looking gent who snarled as he stared at me. He definitely was the most evil person I have ever seen. I sat down and looked to my left and there sat My Attorney, a kind and gentle looking man whose appearance seemed so familiar to me, I felt I knew Him.

The corner door flew open and there appeared the Judge in full flowing robes. He commanded an awesome presence as He moved across the room. I couldn't take my eyes off of Him. As He took His seat behind the bench, He said, "Let us begin."

The prosecutor rose and said, "My name is Satan and I am here to show you why this man belongs in hell." He proceeded to tell of lies I told, things I stole, and in the past when I cheated others. Satan told of other horrible perversions once in my life and the more he spoke, the further down in my seat I sank. I was so embarrassed, I couldn't look at anyone, even my own Attorney, as the Devil told of sins even I completely forgotten about. As upset as I was at Satan for telling all these things about me, I was equally upset at My Attorney who sat there silently not offering any form of defense at all. I know I was guilty of those things, but I did some good in my life - couldn't that at least equal out part of the harm I'd done? Satan finished with a fury and said, "This man belongs in hell, he is guilty of all I have charged and there is not a person who can prove otherwise."

When it was His turn, My Attorney first asked if He might approach the bench. The Judge allowed this over the strong objection of Satan, and beckoned Him to come forward. As He got up and started walking, I was able to see Him in His full splendor and majesty. I realized why He seemed so familiar; this was Jesus representing me, my Lord and my Savior. He stopped at the bench and softly said to the Judge, "Hi, Dad," then He turned to address the court. "Satan was correct in saying this man sinned, I won't deny any of these allegations. And, yes, the wage of sin is death, and this man deserves to be punished."

Jesus took a deep breath and turned to His Father with outstretched arms and proclaimed, "However, I died on the cross so this person might have eternal life and he accepted Me as his Savior, so he is Mine." My Lord continued with, "His name is written in the Book of Life and no one can snatch him from Me Satan still does not understand yet. This man is not to be given justice, but rather mercy."

As Jesus sat down, He quietly paused, looked at His Father and said,"There is nothing else that needs to be done. I've done it all." The Judge lifted His mighty hand and slammed the gavel down. The following words bellowed from His lips... "This man is free The penalty for him was already paid in full. Case dismissed" As my Lord led me away, I could hear Satan ranting and raving, "I won't give up, I will win the next one." I asked Jesus as He gave me my instructions where to go next, "Have you ever lost a case?" Christ lovingly smiled and said, "Everyone that comes to Me and asked Me to represent them, received the same verdict as you, "PAID IN FULL."

A Mother's Love....so touching....

~EIGHT LIES OF A MOTHER~

1. The story began when I was a child;
I was born as a son of a poor family.
Even for eating, we often got lack of food.
Whenever the time for eating, mother often gave me her portion of rice.
While she was removing her rice into my bowl,
she would say "Eat this rice, son. I'm not hungry".
That was Mother's First Lie


2.When I was getting to grow up,
the persevering mother gave her spare time for fishing in a river near our house,
she hoped that from the fishes she got,
she could gave me a little bit nutritious food for my growth.
After fishing, she would cook the fishes to be a fresh fish soup,
which raised my appetite. While I was eating the soup,
mother would sit beside me and eat the rest meat of fish,
which was still on the bone of the fish I ate.
My heart was touched when I saw it.
I then used my chopstick and gave the other fish to her.
But she immediately refused it and said "Eat this fish, son.
I don't really like fish."
That was Mother's Second Lie.

3.Then, when I was in Junior High School,
to fund my study,
mother went to an economic enterprise to bring some used-matches boxes that would be stuck in.
It gave her some money for covering our needs.
As the winter came,
I woke up from my sleep and looked at my mother who was still awoke,
supported by a little candlelight and within her perseverance she continued
the work of sticking some used-matches box.
I said, "Mother, go to sleep, it's late,
tomorrow morning you still have to go for work.
" Mother smiled and said "Go to sleep,
dear. I'm not tired."
That was Mother's Third Lie.

4.At the time of final term,
mother asked for a leave from her work in order to accompany me.
While the daytime was coming and the heat of the sun was starting to shine,
the strong and persevering mother
waited for me under the heat of the sun's shine for several hours.
As the bell rang, which indicated that the final exam had finished,
mother immediately welcomed me and poured me a glass of tea
that she had prepared before in a cold bottle.
The very thick tea was not as thick as my mother's love,
which was much thicker. Seeing my mother covering with perspiration,
I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too.
Mother said "Drink, son. I'm not thirsty!".
That was Mother's Fourth Lie.

5.After the death of my father because of illness,
my poor mother had to play her role as a single parent.
By held on her former job, she had to fund our needs alone.
Our family's life was more complicated. No days without sufferance.
Seeing our family's condition that was getting worse,
there was a nice uncle who lived near my house came to help us,
either in a big problem and a small problem.
Our other neighbors who lived next to us saw that our family's life was so unfortunate,
they often advised my mother to marry again. But mother,
who was stubborn, didn't care to their advice,
she said "I don't need love."
That was Mother's Fifth Lie.

6.After I had finished my study and then got a job,
it was the time for my old mother to retire.
But she didn't want to; she was sincere to go to the marketplace every morning,
just to sell some vegetable for fulfilling her needs.
I, who worked in the other city, often sent her some money to help her in fulfilling her needs,
but she was stubborn for not accepting the money.
She even sent the money back to me.
She said "I have enough money."
That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

7. After graduated from Bachelor Degree,
I then continued my study to Master Degree.
I took the degree, which was funded by a company through a scholarship program,
from a famous University in America.
I finally worked in the company. Within a quite high salary,
I intended to take my mother to enjoy her life in America.
But my lovely mother didn't want to bother her son,
she said to me "I'm not used to."
That was Mother's Seventh Lie.

8.After entering her old age,
mother got a flank cancer and had to be hospitalized.
I, who lived in miles away and across the ocean,
directly went home to visit my dearest mother.
She lied down in weakness on her bed after having an operation.
Mother, who looked so old, was staring at me in deep yearn.
She tried to spread her smile on her face;
even it looked so stiff because of the disease she held out.
It was clear enough to see how the disease broke my mother's body,
thus she looked so weak and thin.
I stared at my mother within tears flowing on my face.
My heart was hurt, so hurt, seeing my mother on that condition.
But mother, with her strength, said "Don't cry, my dear.
I'm not in pain."
That was Mother's Eight Lie.


After saying her eighth lie, She closed her eyes forever!

Jesus VS Satan

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation.
Satan went to visit Jesus in the Garden of Eden,
and Satan came all happy and boasting. (Lk 4: 1-12; Job 1: 6-12)

'Yes, Lord, now I have everybody captive,
(well nearly everybody down there).
I set traps, I used the baits of temptation,
I know well what each one of them can't resist.
I nearly caught them all!' (I Pet 5: 8-9; Eph 6: 10-17)

'What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked.
and He was praying to God the Father.

Satan answered 'Oh, I am going to have some fun with them!'

'll make them divorce after they have married
so the foundation of humanity will never be able to be established
'the family' (Mt 19: 4-6; Mal 2: 16)



I will make them hate each other and abuse each other,
make them fall into alcohol and drugs without control. (Rom 13: 12-14)

I will teach them to make weapons and bombs,
so they kill each other


'I am really going to have fun!'

'And when you are tired of playing with them, what will you do?'
Jesus asked. And continued praying

'Oh, I will kill them all and their souls will be mine forever'
'Lord by all respect, it's their decision' (I Jn 3: 8-10)

'How much do you want for all of them?' Jesus asked.


'Oh, you can't want these people. They aren't anything good.
Why do you want them if they neither follow you nor love you?
Many hate you! I have seen many of them spitting on you, cursing you and even denying you.'
'What's more, they love me a lot' (Mt 24: 10-13)

'You don't want these people!!'

'How much?' Jesus asked again

Satan looked at him with a nasty face

'All your tears and all your blood,
all the pain of the entire world, all together' (Is 53: 4-10; I Pet 2: 24)

Jesus said...'DONE'

'and He paid the price' (II Cor 5: 21)

How terrible it is that people don't seek for God,
and then ask themselves why the world is going to hell!


How terrible that we seek the newspaper everyday to read tragedies
and we never seek the Bible

How insensible it is how everybody wants to go to heaven,
thinking they can get there without having to believe,
without loving God above all things,
or doing what the Bible says...the Laws of God.

It is terrible how some people can say 'I believe in God'
but still follow Satan (Who as matter of fact, does fear God)
(II Tim 4: 3-4; II Jn 1: 7-11)

Don't you think it's pathetic how they send
each other thousands of jokes by email,
so they spread like plagues.

But when it's about the Lord's messages,
we think about it twice before we share them;
and we leave the mailboxes of our friends without this message


Don't you think it is outrageous that the obscene,
vulgar and crude is allowed freely to pass through the internet
that even many people would desire to get into the screen.

But it is forbidden to speak publicly about Jesus
in the schools, places of work
self-helping groups, etc... (Acts 4: 19-20)

Even after knowing what He did for us.
Because the Romans didn't kill Him. It was our sin.
that we may be forgiven
and know Him in His glory with the Father.

Doesn't it seem incredible to you how somebody can be alight
on Sabbath in the Church,
worshipping and thanking the Lord for His mercy,
for one more day to live etc.

But during the rest of the week he is an invisible Christian! (II Tim 3: 1-5; Rom 10: 9-13)

Does this seem just to you?

Don't let Satan stop you sending this Mail
to all your contacts on the Web,
It doesn't matter if he tells you that many don't believe this
Don't let him get through with his plans!

Stop worrying what the others may think about you
It is time to worry about what 'God thinks about you'

Please brother and sister, pass it on?
'I already did it'

May God bless you always (II Cor 13: 13)

Never Doubt the word of God...How True it is...

Never doubt the Word of God!!!

Make a personal reflection about this. Very interesting, read until the end...It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7):" Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.

Here are some men and women who mocked God:

JOHN LENNON:Some years before during his interview with an American Magazine, he said:"Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him" (1966)".Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ,was shot six times.

TANCREDO NEVES:During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the votes, buthe got sick a day before being made President, then he died.


THE MAN WHO BUILT TITANIC:After the construction of Titanic, a reporter asked him how safe the Titanic would be. With an ironic tone he said: "Not even God can sink it"

The result: I think you all know what happened to the Titanic.

MARILYN MONROE:She was visited by Billy Graham during a presentation of a show. He is a preacher and Evangelist and the Spirit of God had sent him to preach to her.After hearing what the Preacher had to say, she said: "I don't need your Jesus" A week later, she was found dead in her apartment.

BON SCOTT:The ex-vocalist of the AC/DC. On one of his 1979 songs he sang:"Don´t stop me, I´m going down all the way, wow the highway to hell". On the 19th of February 1980, Bon Scott was found dead, he had been choked by his vomit.

CAMPINAS/SP IN 2005In Campinas, a group of friends, drunk, went to pick up a friend.. The mother accompanied her to the car and was so worried about the drunkenness of herfriends and she said to the daughter - holding her hand, who was already seated in the car: "MY DAUGHTER, GO WITH GOD AND MAY HE PROTECT YOU",

She responded: ONLY IF HE (GOD) TRAVELS IN THE BOOT, COZ INSIDE HERE IT'S ALREADY FULL"

Hours later, news came by that they had been involved in a fatal accident, everyone had died, the car could not be recognized what type of car it had been,
but surprisingly, the boot was intact. The police said there was no way the boot could have remained intact. To their surprise, inside the boot was a crate of eggs, none was broken..

Many more important people have forgotten that there is no other name that was given so much authority as the name of Jesus. Many have died, but only Jesus\u003cbr\>died and rose again, and he is still alive. JESUS!!!\

P.S: If it was a joke, you could have sent it to everyone. So are you going to have courage to send this?.I have done my part, Jesus said "If you get embarrassed about me, I will also get embarrassed about you before my father What benefit does it have, if a man gains the whole world but loses his soul?What can man give in exchange of his soul? (Mathew 16:26).

A personal Letter From Jesus...

I just had to write to tell you how much I love you and care for you. Yesterday, I saw you walking and laughing with friends and I hope that soon you'd want me to walk along with you too. So, I painted you a sunset to close your day and whispered a cool breeze to refresh you. I waited - you never called - I just keep on loving you.

As I watched you fall asleep last night, I wanted so much to touch you. I spilled moonlight onto your face - trickling down your cheeks as so many tears have. You didn't even think of me. I wanted so much to comfort you.

The next day I exploded a brilliant sunrise into glorious morning for you. But you woke up late and rushed off - you didn't even notice. My skin became cloudy and My tears were the rain.
I love you, oh, if you'd only listen. I really love you. I try to say it in the quiet of the green meadows and the blue sky. The wind whispers My love throughout the treetops and spills it into the vibrant colours of all the flowers. I shout it to you in the thunder of the great waterfall and composed love songs for birds to sing for you. I warm you with the cloathing of My sunshine and perfume the air with nature's sweet scent. My love for you is deeper than any ocean and greater than any need in your heart. If only you'd realize how much I care.

My father sends His love. I want you to meet Him - He cares, too. Fathers are just that way. So, please, call on Me soon. No matter how long it takes, I'll wait - because I love you.
Your friend,
JESUS

How true it is tat everyday as we go thru life...thru ups n downs..thru happy times as well as bad times...we often forget tat there is One true Fren who patiently waiting for us to spend more time wif Him...constantly watching out for us, taking care of us, praying for us...n yet, we onli o to Him when life gets tough n unbearable....

still, He continue to forgive us n embrace us wif His everlasting love...helping us n being near to those who Needed His Touch...walking beside us...guiding us wif His gentle whisper...gently diciplins us....n constantly blessing us more than we ever deserve it...Lay His precious life on The Cross so tat we r made whole n we could now Stand before the Father blameless..He is a comforter during times of distress, a fortress in d time of storm...

Im trully grateful tat i have a privilage to knw this Best Fren as well as My Brother....now i knw tat He does care alot for me n tat He understands me more than anyone in this world...He alwiz pick me up wen i fall n forgive me for all my sins...advocate for me wen the Evil 1 accuses me before the Father...HE IS JESUS CHRIST, MY LORD AND SAVIOUR!...get to knw Him today n i assure u tat ur life will nvr be d same again n u wont regret it at all...

Happy bufday to my beloved bros....Tze Seong & Tze Wei!

In 3 days time, my dearest elder twin bro will be celebrating their 24th bufday..so prety much tis post is dedicated to them...this is becos they are the most wonderful brothers tat God have bless me wif...they have been wif me since d first day i open my eyes to this world...hope u all wud enjoy reading it...





24 years ago, God decided to bless a family wif a twin sons as their first born...God have specific plans for this two souls as He forms them in their mother's womb...so after nine months of carrying them, those two boys were born & been given names...the older wan is Liew Tze Seong & his younger bro who is jus 7 mins late from his brother is named Liew Tze Wei....and so they began their journey of growing up on that family...





They grew up like any normal twins..doing things together n wearing d same matching clothing...n so they grew up happily wif jus having each other as company for 4 years till God decided to bless d family again wif another addition (ehem...me!)...a baby girl...the boys were thrilled on d latest addition(i tink...hahahaha)...d elder wan alwiz taking opportunity to pinch his sister;s cubby cheek wen mum is busy in d kitchen...bt comparing between d sister n her brothers, the boys were more quiet compare to their sister...(hehe)...nevertheless, there are aso bickering ard d house and mum yelling wen u have 3 active kids tat are growing up..





Fast foward to their secondary school days...they r very well like by their peers in school as they care alot for their frens n alwiz handing a helping hand to anyone who needs it...They aso began to grow more in the Lord...each of them took up different kind of instrument...both of them took up drum n guitar at first bt as time past they realized tat each of them have a interest in different kind of instrument...i guess u can say different gifting although they r twins...





And so Tze seong wen to purse his talent in drums where else Tze wei wen to purse bass...but no matter wat instrument they take up, the most important thing was tat they use their talent to please their Father in Heaven who have bless them wif those talents...they started serving actively in church...playing for church...they never forget once where did their talent cum from n who was d wan to blessed them wif those...they aso started to instill bit by bit interest in music into their sister's life...though she is nt s talented as them bt thanks to them, she does have sum basic in sum instruments(=))...they r aso very active in their cf during their uni days...





Aft their uni days,they started to part ways in pursuing different career...Tze Seong wen to penang to work as a tech support in Dell company...as for Tze Wei, he is a lecture in MMU Malacca...as for their baby sister (tat's wat they alwiz call me..humph)...she wen to off to study in kl...bt though distant seperate them,this 3 siblings remain close....they keep each other updated on wat is happening...n as far as i knw,rite nw they r still active serving in church...im so glad tat God have given me d opportunity to be their sister...they have indeed looked out for me and giving me advice wen i need them...they aso alwiz cracking up jokes n i really enjoy my relationship wif my brothers...yes, we do bicker ard at times bt hey, in d end of the day i do knw one thing...n tat is :





My Brothers Do love me very much & So do i!! They have been a wonderful blessing to d ppl ard them n to Me!





so nwey, tat is jus a bit of my brothers life...im so glad tat i had them as my brothers n i wont trade anything else in this world for them...so here is their pic wif another set of twins in my church...*thank god for twins..heheheh*hey..hw many ppl do u knw hv d privillage to have twin bros as ur sibling?not to mention good looking too..(err..hope my bro dont read this..hahaha)...so here they ar!..presenting...

The bufday boys!Liew Tze Seong & Liew Tze Wei!

From your left to right: Tze Wei, Tze Seong, Brendan & Brian (another set of twins in my church)

p/s:thanks anna for d pic...=p

Happy 24th Birthday, Seong & Wei!

Bbq nitez....

Last 2 week wen i wen back to malacca for d merdeka break, i had a bbq party for reunion for my classmates...the party was held in a field in bukit beruang on d 1st Sept 2007....at first those who came early set off to set up our makeshift bbq set tat compose of a steel net on bricks...hahahaha...

Then setting up d fire is a challenge though...bt as for us who have gone for national service manage to applied wat we have been taught and soon we had d fire!(p:s//see how useful goin for ns?..so parents,send ur children today!..=P)....nwey,by the time we had d fire goin,most of d guests came alredi so everyone wif out wasting time started bbqing wat they wan...so tam chiak (greddy)...hehehehe..

The purpose of d party was aso to celebrate sum of our frens bufday...sum are a belated wan n sum son to cum...bt hey,its d tots of true frens tat counts..so nwey, we had a melting mocha ice cream cake from secret receipe..well,its melting cos although there were sum ice in d box bt still,we sort of took a while to get d fire started =p....bt nevertheless,it taste great!...although i didnt really taste much as i was busy bbq for ppl...hahahaha...but i gt to taste it too thanks to my dear fren,Daryl who keep cuming to me n feeding me...hahaha..thanks gal...

We partied till ard 12am before we decided to call it a nite...it was great to be able to catch up wif frens, updating each other, n see sum changes tat is happening to unexpected ppl *wink,wink*, seeing each other couple...hahaha...tats d best part...catching up wif long time primary skoolmate was cool too...laughing at those silly times wen we were young & innocent (er...)...

sumhow,goin for d party make me realized hw times flies & hw true it is to appreciate those who is ard u & ur true frens...many times, there is alot of things we took for granted & wen we look back,sumhw there r things tat we will regret n wish tat we shud appreciate it better...bt no use to cry over spilled milk...wat is done is done & we cant change a thing tat already happen bt we can change wat is goin to happen in d future!

Here is sum of d pics tat i took during d party:-

Everyone bbqing on our makeshift bbq set

My bbqed Product..wan to try sum?its cooked i tink...=P *pls ignore d burned sausage n d half burned fishball though..cudnt help it=)*

Bbq reunion party..had a great time...catching up n stuffs...& of course delicous food

Ann,me and daryl..high skool frens

Mary, Soon Jiat, Daryl , Me and Sally...

Me & Daryl, my primary 1 fren till nw...amazing fren

Me and Sally, my primary skool fren as well as classmate till secondary 5

Err..melting ice cream bufday cake..bt it still taste nice though...hehehe *p/s:as u can c there is onli 2 candle so it means we all r onli 20..ehem...=)*

Special Dedication...to my Special Ppl in my life...

This post is specially dedicated to d most important ppl in my life...thanks for making such a great impacts in my life...you guys are my everything n d best blessing tat god can give to me...i really thank God for Each n everyone of u tat He send to help me along d way in this journey call life and show me His endless love n care towards me thru u all...

Thank you For simply being there on the cloudy days…on the sunny days...

thank you for sharing your joys and pain with me

for showing me that I’m so special

that my contribution count towards our special relationship tat we share

I have grown as a person tat i am today because of ur love n effort

Thank you…just for you

Thank you For simply being my friend and my comforter

For the special memories We share together

For the never ending support and love You always give me

I will always love each of u

I can’t tell you how much That you mean to me

I pray for our everlasting Bond will never break

Never ever say goodbye to yesterday


Cause each of u is so special and wonderful to me

Thank you for everything


Those ppl are:-

Another of my wonderful sis-in-christ, Anna Teoh (my childhood fren too)

Daryl,mary n rachel...my wondeful secondary shool frens

Me n my dear sis-in-christ as well as my childhood fren, Tan Sue Ern

Me wif my super seniors:Lisa,Bee,n Peng

My dearest classmate, Roziah (wif d sweater)

My wonderful & lovely frens (l to r: Vivian,Audrey,Cheryl & Ern Suey)

My childhood fren since primary 1! haha...Daryl Glory

My dearest younger god sister, Gloria

My dear god sister, Joiee Jeffrey Satuk

My dearest elder biological twin bros (on ur left :Tze Wei & Tze Seong)

My dearest cousin, Robin n his wonderful wife, Renee

My dear wonderful sis-in-christ, Carene

Wonderful frens, Caroline Ho & Ong Ai Jun

My lovely & beautiful fren, Cheryl Tan

Thanks for being a part of my life n playing a part in helping me to discover who i am...I love u guys...God Bless...

sumting to think about....

10 Questions God Won't Ask

1. God won't ask what kind of car you drove, He'll ask how many people you drove who didn't have transportation. 2. God won't ask the square footage of your house, He'll ask how many people you welcomed into your home. 3. God won't ask about the clothes you had in your closet, He'll ask how many you helped clothe. 4. God won't ask what your highest salary was, He'll ask if you gave some to help others. 5. God won't ask what your job title was, He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability. 6. God won't ask how many friends you had, He'll ask how many people to whom you were a friend. 7. God won't ask in what neighborhood you lived, He'll ask how you treated your neighbors. 8. God won't ask about the color of your skin, He'll ask about the content of your character. 9. God won't ask why it took you so long to seek Salvation, He'll lovingly take you to your mansion in heaven, and not to the gates of Hell. 10. God won't have to ask whether you shared this information, He already knows whether or not you are ashamed to share it with those you love.